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One of life's greatest questions is what happens to us after we die?
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Is death the end or a new beginning?
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Welcome to the Round Trip Death Podcast.
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In this show, we listen to firsthand accounts of people who have gone beyond the veil and
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return to talk about it.
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So happy to have on the show with us today, Jennifer Morris.
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Jennifer, how are you?
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Hi, I'm doing great.
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It's good to be here with you.
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Jennifer, I hear you're in some cold weather.
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Yes, it is very cold where I am.
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I'm in Illinois.
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You know, typical end of December, January coldness that we deal with.
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So yeah, I think a lot of us are dealing with the same situation.
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So for our listeners in the Southern Hemisphere, and I know we have quite a few, they're enjoying
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summer down there and well, you'll get your turn.
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Anyway, we are grateful for the snow and everything around here.
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Hey, if you wouldn't mind, I would love our listeners to get to know you just a little
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bit before we get started talking about your near death experience.
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Tell us a little bit about you.
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Sure.
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I am a wife, a mother.
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I have one amazing daughter and her and our son in law.
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Before all my spinal issues and surgery happened, I worked in law enforcement and I was a dispatcher
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and then a clerk at two different police departments I worked at at the same time.
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I absolutely loved my job, but then all the severe spinal issues started occurring and
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I had to quit and I'm now disabled.
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So I remain positive.
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I take the good from the bad and I try to learn from all my experiences.
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I like to look inward at myself and evaluate how I am being perceived by others.
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Well, let's just start off with a great big smile today.
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How about that?
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That's great.
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All right.
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Your near death experience, I know, is still pretty fresh to you.
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You've really not talked publicly about it very much yet.
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Take us back to January of 2022, so just under a year from when we're recording this right
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now and tell us what was going on with you physically.
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I was in my eighth spinal surgery.
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I've had a neurostimulator surgery, one that went severely wrong and I now have disabilities
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from, but this was my second fusion.
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When I went to the hospital, we had an agreement because the hospital was overcrowded that
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I would go home that day and the surgery went well.
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Everything was fine.
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We came home and all of a sudden about four hours later, my daughter checked on me and
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I wasn't acting right.
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I couldn't speak.
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Jumping up and down, she said I was screaming, but I don't remember any of that.
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So what was it that was going on?
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I was taken to the hospital and thank God that I had an emergency room physician that
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was so smart and realized that I had sepsis.
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My kidneys shut down, my lungs closed and filled with fluid.
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I had encephalopathy, which I think is a fancy word for lack of oxygen and brain swelling.
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Took them over an hour to try to stabilize me, about an hour and 15 minutes.
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Both my ER physician and I, because I was lucky enough to be able to talk to him about
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this, we both agree that my near death experience most likely occurred when I was in the emergency
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room.
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So what happened?
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I was unconscious and I was unconscious for two and a half days.
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All of a sudden I got into consciousness and I was floating in this vast open area.
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It was grayish white with a bright white light off in the distance.
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I had 10 family members next to me and there were two larger golden orbs.
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They were just radiating energy.
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And below me was pitch black and I could see silhouettes of people rising through it.
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So I'm perceiving this as a good and a bad experience.
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I'm trying to absorb that.
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There was a whole lot there in those few sentences.
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Let's come back into, I want to talk more about your family members you saw.
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At first, so you looked down and saw people that were you would say in kind of a hell
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kind of place?
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Yes.
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That, I was told there's many different levels that when we pass away, really kind of based
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on how we are emotionally and treating people and what's in our heart and what we do good
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for mankind.
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And just other reasons we could end up at many different levels.
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And I perceived this as like I said, good and bad, evil and good.
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And I had the intense feeling that this was a place for people that committed very bad
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sins and they were kind of stuck in this level.
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Not to say that we can't move on from the level, but I would say that this is the first
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place that when they passed away, they're having to deal with despair and kind of torture.
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And it's dark, it's pitch black and they're just in darkness.
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So it's not the fire and brimstone that we hear about?
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No, everything was telepathic and I didn't even have my eyes open and I could see myself
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floating in this vast open space and it was extremely peaceful.
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It was so serene and all the pain that I've had, it was completely gone.
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And I was so comforted and I felt so much love and I knew I could die.
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I thought of my family and I knew they could lose me, but then I also was comforted by
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the thought that they will be watched over if I was to go.
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I was initially told that I was awaiting a decision.
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I was told that they want us to be loving and caring and be one with everybody.
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Let me ask you, who was telling you this?
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These very large golden orbs that were in front of me.
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And when I looked off into the bright white light, I could also see golden orbs going
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through it, a lot of golden orbs.
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And these orbs were giving me all this information.
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They told me that they had a message and it's taken me a year to even get this message
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out publicly.
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It's been very difficult.
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I've had a very rough year.
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I was reading about NDEs and it said that if you have a NDE with darkness, that usually
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after you go through a period of shock, then you'll go into a period of deep depression.
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And that's exactly what happened to me.
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But they gave me a message that if we do not change from now until possibly 30 years in
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the future, that they will make the decision to reset the world, to reset and change humanity.
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And the vision they gave me was from the Pacific Ocean straight across through the Gulf.
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And this event would only be a God created event.
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I know the San Andreas Fault is there.
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And when this event occurs, a vast cavernous opening will happen from the ocean and the
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Pacific all the way through to the Gulf.
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And it's going to start a cataclysm of water and land falling away.
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And the San Andreas Fault in that part of California will all be gone.
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They were reiterating to me that if this was to occur, and it's very possible that how
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the ice caps are melting, if the global warming issue with the ice melting and this event
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opening up in the Pacific Ocean, if that was to occur at the same time, then it's definitely
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going to be a reset.
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There's no bowing back.
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There's no humanity.
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So yeah, they want us to change.
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Okay.
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So by us, everybody in this country and the whole world, who needs to change?
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The whole world.
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They are extremely distraught about the state of the world, about war, about everybody treating
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each other badly.
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Even our thoughts are, you know, if we're thinking of sinful things, they just want
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us to love each other and be caring and kind and lending.
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And through this experience, I'm having a spiritual awakening.
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I have always gone back and forth through religion and I never absorbed it.
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The first time I went to church after the NDE, everything that was spoken that day in
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scripture I knew.
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It's not like before, I'm just listening to it and you know, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's a
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story, but no, now I feel it within me.
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There are scriptures that are very accurate.
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I found a passage in Matthew that fits this very well.
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I don't know if you'd like me to speak of it, but yeah, go ahead and read it to us.
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It's Matthew 712 and it says, but love your enemies and do good and lend, expecting nothing
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in return and reward will be great.
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So whatever you wish that others would do to you, also do to them.
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Love is patient, kind, and it's not arrogant and rude.
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And I think this fits very well to what they were trying to explain to me.
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Okay, I just want to make sure I've got this all clear.
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So they that were talking to you were these two giant golden orbs.
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Yes.
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Right?
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Yes.
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And they gave you a message to tell the world here, which is we need to shape up, we need
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to be better people.
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Right.
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And if we don't, this cataclysmic event is going to happen.
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But if we do, it won't happen.
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Right.
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I got all that right.
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Okay.
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This is really fascinating because most of the NDEs, this doesn't happen.
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They're just, they have a very personal experience and have a message maybe for the world, but
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not something that's more, I hate to use this term maybe, but more prophetic as far as shape
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up or else.
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So I find it very interesting.
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Why do you think you were given this message versus somebody else?
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Or maybe somebody else was?
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I think that I've always had guardian angels.
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I've always had people praying for me.
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I really feel that my family then has crossed over.
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They've really been, I don't know if you want to say speaking to these energies or entities
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that they want me to be saved, especially my father.
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And I really feel like, you know, somebody's working for me.
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And I did have also a personal message for myself.
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They did finally come back and tell me that I need to work on myself and then I also need
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to be here for my daughter.
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You know, there's a lot of personal issues that we're dealing with.
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I think as far as me working on myself, I believe it's the message to get my words right,
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to get my scripture right, and so I can spread this message clearly.
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And that's what I've been doing.
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I've been working, reading through scriptures, reading through the Bible.
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But recently I have had puzzle pieces fit together.
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I recalled some things that happened to me, not in NDE, but a few years back.
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They're kind of, I guess you could say they're kind of out there as something that would
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happen.
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But I had an experience and it's a weird place for this to happen, but I had an experience
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at night going down the tollway to Chicago and all of a sudden this unbelievable bright
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copper gold light just flashed in front of me and my husband didn't see this, but I seen
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it and I had to lift my arm up and cover my eyes because it was so bright.
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But within that light was a tablet and it was filled with Roman numerals.
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And in that instant I was able to get the first Roman numerals and it was XIVXIVIIXI.
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And I looked that up according to the Bible and it says it has to do with the number 14.
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And I've been trying to read the scriptures and see if any of those fit to my experience
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because I'm starting to think that these things that I've seen in the past are all related.
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Last December I was letting my dogs out and I had the door open and the whole family had
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closed really bad, but I was just looking up at the sky and all of a sudden this big
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orb had flashing colors going throughout it.
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It was red and green and blue and it was very close to my house and it was very low and
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I have it on video and I think it was connected to me.
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And again I had that magnetic pull feeling and I get that in my chest and it just feels
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like I'm being pulled towards something.
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I'm starting to think that these things are connected.
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I don't see any other reason why I would have these experiences.
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What does the video look like that you took?
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It's actually on my husband's page.
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I've been having trouble getting it out of my old Facebook page, but it's December 21,
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2021 on my husband Steve Morris' Facebook page.
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And it's the sky, it's all black, it's sort of clear.
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You can see a few stars, but you can clearly see this orb moving and changing color and
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it was there.
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And I know they say if you witness something, just video it as long as you can, but I couldn't
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because I was so sick with COVID and I have about, I don't know, maybe five minutes of
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it.
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Okay.
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We'll try to work out you and I getting this video and we'll post it in our social media
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for people to.
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Well, that's a lot to take in.
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Do you have any impression now that you've had a little time to think about it?
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Back to your NDE when you saw these two big orbs, do you think they represented like God
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or a person or an angel or what's your feeling on it?
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Yes.
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I know that people have had NDE's and they've seen Mary, they've seen Jesus, they've seen
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God and heaven and my experience is teaching me that all of those words, spirit, God, Jesus,
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those are like labels of comfort, you know, us as humans so we can understand.
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But my NDE was completely energy-based.
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The orbs of the golden orbs were complete radiating energy.
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Even my family members, they were half orb and half as I remember them.
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And I think too that even God, what we're calling God is, he's a higher power.
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He's like the one that runs the show and these golden orbs, which there's many, many golden
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orbs, they are able to assist people in transition.
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Tell me about the 10 family members that you saw.
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Do you know who they were by name?
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I know all of them.
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I have a painting that I did.
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So were these grandparents?
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Were these people that you knew?
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Yes.
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You know, when my father passed away, I was devastated.
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I'm a daddy's girl, spoiled as everybody called me, but I was truly devastated.
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And I ever, I thought that if I ever see my father, I would just be hysterical, crying.
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And you know, all these 10 family members were there and it went from my father to my
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godmother to my godfather, my dad's two brothers and three more of my dad's aunts.
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And my dad's mother had 10 sisters and one brother.
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So I could see them all very clearly, what they looked like.
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But what was amazing is that the bottom half of them was energy, it was orb.
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So it was pretty profound.
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Were these people that have all passed away?
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Yes, they are.
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I have always felt like my grandmother has been my guardian angel since I was little.
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And was that confirmed during this experience?
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Well, I got the feeling that, you know, my father, my godmother and my grandmother are
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these three that are really looking out for me.
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Or I felt hold to them the most.
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Okay.
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You know, I can see why you haven't talked about this much because right here, this is
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a safe space.
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I have no reason not to believe anything that you're saying.
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Some people when you tell them about a cataclysmic event that may happen, are going to think
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you're one of those, you know, wackos that's going to get a big following and, you know,
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build a camp someplace or something.
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Yeah.
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And now that I've gone through this experience and I'm trying to learn how to speak more
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clearly about the event, I'm coming into contact with some people that, you know, outright
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said that there's no way I made it up.
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I'm looking for attention, which is kind of funny to me because I'm never the type of
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person that likes attention on me.
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So it has been difficult.
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Did you tell somebody, your minister, pastor, whatever, at church about this?
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And how did that person respond?
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Yes.
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When I was in the hospital, I spoke to the pastor.
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One other thing that happened to me when I came home and I was having those nightmares,
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I had a shadow figure and a girl attached to me from the hospital.
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And a lot of people don't believe in paranormal either, but my entire life I've had some type
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of paranormal experience.
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But when I came home from the hospital, this shadow figure was kind of plaguing me for
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a few days.
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And I did talk to my pastor about it.
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And even, you know, speaking with her, she agreed with everything I said.
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And she believed that these things with shadow figures and spirits, you know, she was in
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agreement with me about everything that I said.
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And she was very, very comforting.
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That must have been very reassuring.
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Yes.
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I felt so good after I talked to her.
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You know, when I'm getting, I feel like I'm getting messages everywhere now.
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And there'll be certain things like in a book or, you know, something that's said on TV.
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And I feel like it's a direct message that these orbs are sending to me.
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I've even spoke with my primary physician about this.
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And he told me that him and some other of his friends that are doctors that they all
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believe when the soul separates from the body and you can see yourself, they believe that
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that is actually true, that you have passed on to another realm.
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And we talked about my whole NDE for an hour.
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And he as well was very comforting.
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And every time I go to see my doctor, he calls me Miracle Girl now.
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And actually, all the doctors in the hospital, when they see me, they said I was a miracle.
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And they, you know, I didn't have all the oxygen back to my brain.
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And they would come in and they would look at me and they'd walk around the bed and they'd
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say, well, you're a miracle.
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You shouldn't be here.
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We don't know why you're here.
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And I didn't really absorb it because of the lack of oxygen.
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It took me some time to get all my thoughts back together and to realize the NDE happened.
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All right.
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We'll call you Miracle from here on out.
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Thanks.
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No problem.
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Okay.
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Let's come back to what you were talking about.
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So some people are giving you a hard time when you tell them about what happened or
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they read about what happened.
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Yeah, I actually had a few people, you know, put words in my mouth and telling me that
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I'm scared and, you know, that they don't know what you're talking about.
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They don't know me.
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They don't know my life.
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They don't know my NDE.
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And you know, I try to politely give replies back as gently as I can and, you know, try
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to explain to them.
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You know, this is my NDE and I'm just sharing it and sharing what I was told to share.
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So I can't help those people.
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It's not up to me.
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What else did you see or hear or experience during the NDE?
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I did see myself in the emergency room with a bunch of lines, you know.
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I had stuff in my nose and in my arms and the oxygen.
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And I could see the most of the emergency room.
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So you saw what was happening with your body.
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Yes.
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Did you also see more in this spirit world?
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You mentioned the light, for example.
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Yes.
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I don't think, you know, they told me I was awaiting that decision, but that white light
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was so far off in the distance that I honestly, you know, I knew I could die and it really
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wasn't my decision.
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But you know, I wasn't afraid and I really didn't think or feel that I would have to
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stay or I would go to the white light.
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I really was just, you know, being given information and, you know, information to better my life.
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Based on the message that you were asked or told to give to us, let's get just a little
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more specific for a second and then we'll wrap up here.
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What are some of the things that each of us can be doing better?
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I won't run into the right words, but we need to encourage each other.
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We need to deal with situations without violence.
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We need to lend a helping hand if somebody needs it.
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We shouldn't be asking of things in return.
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We really need to become one.
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And this world is supposed to be about love and kindness and everybody getting along in
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any situation.
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So I believe this is what they're telling me.
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You know, they really want us to change.
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And there's a lot of scripture that it's right there in front of us and we're not absorbing
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it.
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You know, there's a lot of bad news out there on the 10 o'clock news.
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And now you're telling us some horrible cataclysmic event may happen.
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I know you have a message of hope to tell us what that is.
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I do feel that we can turn ourselves around.
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I mean, we are given such beauty in this world and we really do have a paradise here on earth.
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We just have to see it.
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You know, we really shouldn't.
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I know everybody asks the question, what happens after we die?
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And I don't think for the vast majority of people that we really have to worry.
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And I know that everybody that has lost a loved one, that their family members are watching
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over them and they will be there for them when it's their turn to cross over.
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On the scale of one to 10, how afraid of death are you?
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Zero.
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I'm not at all.
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I continually think about that peaceful, loving feeling.
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There's just no worries.
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There's no pain.
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There's just serenity.
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And it's a feeling that you just cannot compare to anything we have here on earth.
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I keep wanting to get back into that feeling, but I can't seem to do it here on earth.
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All right.
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Thank you for that message and thanks for being on with us today.
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Thank you very much.
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Send an email to eric at roundtripdeath.com.
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