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From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes.
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They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped.
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And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my
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physical body because I was somewhere else.
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The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't
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anything else to be felt.
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I was greeted by people I'd known in the past.
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I'm back home again.
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Incredibly safe and felt at home.
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Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death everybody and welcome to Jeremiah down in Southern California.
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How are you?
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I'm doing so good.
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Thank you so much for having me on your show.
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I appreciate it.
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Is it just an absolutely beautiful day down there?
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What a pretty spot.
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It is.
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It's a little, it's a little overcast.
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I'm right near the beach, so the mornings tend to be a little overcast, you know, and
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it kind of burns off around 11, 12 o'clock.
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So it's kind of a nice peaceful morning, you know, before it introduces you into the chaos.
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So I kind of like that.
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You know, we used to call that fog.
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Now I, now I hear the weather people calling it marine layer or, you know, fancy things
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like that.
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Marine layer for sure.
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Or, you know, recently it's been introduced to us the, the atmospheric ocean or river or
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something like that too, you know, it's just a whole swath of different experiences.
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All right.
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Well, speaking of experiences, we're going to be talking about your near death experience.
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Just briefly first, tell us a little bit more about you.
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We know where you live.
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What do you do?
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Yeah.
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So I'm retired now from the military.
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I'm currently writing a book and I help mentor different men and different people throughout
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life and try to help them get through some obstacles that they're facing.
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But really who I am is, I feel like I'm a walking manifestation and representation of love.
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And so I like to give love out to people and express love and express creation through my
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actions.
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So that's who I am.
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Imagine a world with everybody having that attitude.
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Just, let's just all express love.
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That's really what it is for me at the end of the day.
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You know, I realize that love is life itself and it is, you know, love that it's like the,
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for me, love is the emotional response and the chemical and electrochemical response
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within the body of life being created.
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You know, I think that's why we represent love with the heart because the heart is the
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largest producer of electromagnetic energy.
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And it's that same energy that leaves our body upon death and it's that same energy
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that provides our consciousness.
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And so when we look at the heart being the largest producer of energy and it's that
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energy that dies and you have to realize that love is life itself.
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Love is the emotional response to energetic life being created within us.
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And so to represent and manifest love through my actions is to manifest creation, which
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I think we're meant to mimic.
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Recently, somebody posted a review about this podcast and they said something like to the
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effect of.
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It's just a big love fest.
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Love love love.
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And I don't know if they were trying to slam on it or complimented.
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I think it was a little bit of each, but we'll watch our love quotient today.
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Make sure we don't go too terribly far.
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Yeah, yeah.
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It's just, it's life, you know, love, love.
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Like I said, love is life itself.
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You know, it's when we think of love in the terms, you know, physically, we're thinking
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about emotions, you know.
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And emotions are subjective to the interpreter.
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And because of that, emotions don't tend to hold a lot of truth in them.
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They hold a lot of perception in them.
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But the truth of the experience is kind of lost sometimes we can overstate that.
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And so, you know, love is life and it is creation.
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And we say that it's, it's just what is love?
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Who knows?
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Nobody knows because our defining mechanism for that emotional love stems from all of
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our independent experiences.
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And nobody has the same experiences so nobody can have the same definition of emotional love.
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And for me, that was an important thing is to define love, you know, to define what it
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means to love.
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What does it mean to feel love when you go into the mountains and into nature?
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What does it mean to love the flowers or love the colors?
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What does that mean?
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And what is it doing to my body?
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And what is it making me feel?
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And that's a really important thing to think about.
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You know, love for me, maybe you feel free.
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It made me feel safe.
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It made me feel like I could become anything.
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It was encouraging.
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It was, you know, peaceful.
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And it gave me life.
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And that was one of the experiences I had was like, I realized that I really loved the
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experience of being in nature and nature is doing one thing.
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It's creating more life.
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It's creating the more experience.
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And it's that creation of life itself that resonates deeply within the core of my being
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because I am itself creation manifested in the walking form.
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And so that's why we connect with nature and we feel this love.
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This is why connection is so important to love because love is the expression of creation
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and it's the feeling of that creation happening within us.
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And so I don't think you can get too much love.
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I think you can get too much interpreted emotional love, but true love is life itself and it
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is creation manifesting itself through us.
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And we feel that emotionally.
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Have you ever had an opportunity to observe a live volcano up close?
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No, I haven't.
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I haven't.
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I mean, you're speaking of creation here and I've had an opportunity to do that and
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and fly over it in a helicopter and when it's going into the ocean and stuff.
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And it's a, it's a profound feeling that I don't know where else you can get when you're
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seeing that kind of creation happen.
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Now, of course, volcanoes can have devastation too.
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But these recent eruptions over in Iceland, I'm like, I would love to get over there and
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see that because I know what that feels like.
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It's pretty cool.
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Anyway, let's get to what people are tuning in for today.
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We're going to talk NDEs.
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Do you still ride a motorcycle, by the way?
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I, I just recently sold my motorcycle.
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I still hold a motorcycle license and I probably will in the future.
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Not the same way that I was riding before.
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Let's go back seven years.
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Tell us what was going on with you and your motorcycle that day.
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Yeah.
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Seven years ago, it was my buddy's birthday.
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I just come out of a devastating part of my life where I had just been in the grips of
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depression and anxiety.
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I felt like I wasn't really living.
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I was just merely existing because my body wouldn't shut down and I wasn't in a good
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place.
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Wasn't in a good place.
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I'd lost my identity as a man.
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I lost my jobs.
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I was injured in the military.
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And so when I walked into this experience, I was really had just kind of given up on
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life.
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And the day that I went out riding, like I said, it was my friend's birthday.
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I went out and just rode recklessly and there's no helmet laws where I was living.
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So I didn't have a helmet on.
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And I guess I had like a subconscious death wish.
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I wasn't really finding life anywhere around me.
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So I went out and rode recklessly and ended up crashing my motorcycle.
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I crashed my motorcycle.
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I was doing about 50, 60 miles an hour.
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It came down hard and flew up in the air.
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And I remember not flying in the air so much as landing and hitting my head.
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And I landed sideways on my bike and my head hit the asphalt.
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And the moment I hit my head, it was a really surreal experience.
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I had no pain, but I had the understanding that this was how I died.
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And I didn't know up until that point that I had been subconsciously thinking about that
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and wondering when that time would come.
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I think we all have that, that we don't really realize.
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And I realized in that moment that there was so much peace in knowing that this is how
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I finally went.
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You know, I always wondered, that's crazy.
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It is weird.
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That's amazing your life.
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I mean, at that kind of speed was no helmet to hit your head.
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That is a, that's a total miracle.
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Did you run into something or just lay it down around a corner?
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I just, I laid it down.
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I was trying to pull wheelies and just being ridiculous.
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Hey seven years ago, you weren't a teenager, I can tell.
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No, I wasn't a teenager, but I don't think my, my spirit has grown much.
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My body isn't in a line with my spirit for sure sometimes.
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All right.
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So you lay it down, smack your head.
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What happens next?
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Well, I'm brought into this place of just complete emptiness.
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There was nothing there.
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I felt weightless.
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I didn't feel my body anymore, but I, I was still me.
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There was still an essence of me still there and conscious and aware.
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And I remember thinking like this is such a weird place to be and there's nothing here.
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I'm weightless.
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I don't have a body.
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I didn't know where I was.
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And I was just kind of like taking it all in and just feeling so much peace and so much
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love and so much joy.
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And, but I didn't know why because there was nothing that I should be excited about.
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You know, there's nothing there in front of me.
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And I started looking around and all of a sudden I noticed from the outside that there were
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small lights that were forming in kind of like going into hyperspace and the stars just
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come in front of you and are worked.
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All these lights started forming in around me creating a tunnel.
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Each light was like a pixel on a, on a TV and each pixel had its own color and each
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color was this beautiful, you know, shade I'd never seen and had this depth to it that
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was breathtaking, honestly.
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And it was colors I'd never seen before.
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And I remember thinking that when I'm looking at these colors, I'm getting an emotion attached
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to it.
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And so I'm not just seeing the colors that I'd never seen before, but I'm feeling this
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depth of emotion of an entirety of an experience, you know, it's just like every emotion I could
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feel within this color was coming forth.
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I was just in awe for a while looking around and seeing all these different pixels.
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And I remember looking at one in particular and being drawn into it, almost like it was
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pulling me into the color.
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It kind of freaked me out a little bit.
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I looked around, I was like, I don't know where that goes.
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You know, like, where's this going to take me?
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You know, I just kind of went back to it and looked at it some more and it just kind of
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sucked me into the color.
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And it was really weird because when it got sucked into the color, I was overlooking an
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experience of my life.
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I was within, you know, a memory, which, you know, this memory I would have never remembered,
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you know, and so I was in this moment of an experience, almost like I was reliving it,
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but I wasn't in my body.
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I was kind of overlooking it from above my shoulder.
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So would you call this a life review, a type of, or part of it?
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It was absolutely a life review.
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Okay.
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Absolutely a life review.
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It brought me back to an experience I had when I was a kid in a gas station.
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I remember saying hi to this lady who was there.
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And in this experience, I got to witness the effect of her emotions on that interaction.
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But also I got to see my intentions behind my emotions of that interaction.
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And it created a complete picture of the experience itself, what it did, how it functioned, and
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what was the necessity for this interaction, how to defect things long term.
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Can you tell me a little bit about that?
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What did you learn of how it affected her and you?
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So every interaction that we have, when we create an experience within our mind, we are
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projecting that experience through our actions.
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That experience is entangled with them because we create an emotion within them.
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If they do not have control over their emotions and they're living an emotionally truthful
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life instead of a truthful emotional life, they are subjected to the environment that
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we give them.
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Okay.
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And not only that, but every experience is connected to the very next one.
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Okay.
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So I had been living in a mindset where I should have lived a different way.
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This is where my depression came from.
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I should have changed this or I could have done better here.
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But the reality of the situation is that there's no other possible outcome for it.
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Because it has happened that way, it is meant for it to happen that way.
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And when I live in these moments of regress, when I'm going back to an emotional experience
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from the past and living within the emotions, I'm not able to draw the truth out of the
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experience and learn what I'm meant to learn and use that information for the future or
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future decisions or future environments or future connections.
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And so each experience happens the way that it's meant to.
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Never only meant to figure out a way to react conducively to how life is creating.
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And so I wasn't doing that because I was creating experiences based upon emotion, based upon
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needs, had nothing to do with what is life and how I can maintain that life in my experience
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and theirs.
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It was just about me.
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And so I saw how it all fits together.
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It's not just my experience.
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It's your reality.
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It's everyone's reality.
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We all have an independent version and an independent viewpoint of it.
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And the best thing to do is acknowledge that viewpoint and know that it's come from a long
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lineage of experiences and perceptions.
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And if we can honor that and we can represent what life is, we can live in a purity of creation
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that allows growth not just for ourselves, but for everyone else around us.
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Because your actions are affecting the other person.
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Absolutely.
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A specific example that you just used, how did you see or what did you see as far as
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how what you did affected that woman in the store?
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So I got to feel the emotion of her being validated.
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So you did something positive, in other words.
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I did something positive.
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I said hello to her.
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I said hello to her.
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And that was it.
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That was it.
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Maybe a little smile, too.
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That was it.
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It's a very simple action that I was just doing just inherently.
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I just did it.
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And I didn't realize the repercussions of it.
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And it really got me thinking about every small action is a projection of energy.
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It's a projection of either life or death.
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The power of life and death is within the tongue.
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It's within the words that we speak.
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And Symatics proves this.
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And Dr. Yamoto with his water experiments proved this, that we have an effect upon the
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world around us.
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Whether it's in plants, whether it's in water molecules, or whether it's in people.
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We have an effect, our vibrational frequency, whether it's through words or our aura or
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energy, we are impacting other people around us and our environment.
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That's very powerful to think that we are either creating life or we're creating death.
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That's it.
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There's nothing more to it.
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There's no gradient in there.
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It's either life or death.
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We're either creating emotions that are stimulating chemical responses that are conducive to proteins
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that are going to allow the DNA to respond and create the environment of the body, which
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is the environment of the spirit.
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And so we're either creating environments that are conducive to the growth of the spirit
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or we're doing things that are taken away from that.
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We're creating negative emotions, negative chemicals that are having an adverse effect
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on the body.
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And that has an adverse effect on the spirit.
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What do you think about road rage?
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You've got a couple of those negative things going on.
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They grow, right?
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One person ticks off the other one vice versa and it grows and grows until it's out of control.
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And you think that doesn't affect other people on the road, especially if they create a crash,
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whatever.
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Anyway, back to your experience in that life review.
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Were there a lot of other experiences like that that you saw remembered?
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I went down six to nine.
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I went down a few of them.
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And they were all pretty much the same thing.
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They were different experiences.
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Some of them I would have never remembered, just a simple hello or simple interchange.
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But they were all pointing to one thing.
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They were all saying, look at this from a different perspective.
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Look at it from the perspective of creation.
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How is this creating life?
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How is this conducive to the creation of life?
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And how is it not?
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And what is a different way that we can perceive things?
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Because at the end of the day, what we are is the perception.
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We are the perception of creation or of death.
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Everything falls under those two categories.
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And so it's our perception that makes us who we are.
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And our perception in every experience creates the environment of the emotions.
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And we are blinded to the very thing that we are, which is energy.
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It's the spirit.
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It's who we are.
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It's what we are.
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And so how does a blind person see truth?
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How does he see truth?
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He has to feel truth.
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And so because we're blinded to our truth, we must feel the truth.
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And that's what emotions are.
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They're energy and motion.
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It's energy meant to create an environment that's going to lead us back into the path
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of creation, of to what feels right, of to what love is.
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Because that's the connection.
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Because I don't know what everyone's belief is.
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It doesn't matter.
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It's not just the Bible.
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It says that the original sin was disconnection from God.
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The byproduct of that is death.
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And so ironically, Jesus came back to give the instructions on how to connect back to
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God.
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And what is that connection?
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It's not adversary.
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It's not destruction.
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You can't have destruction and creation in the same place.
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They don't serve the same masters.
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And so what Jesus was teaching is get back into alignment with creation.
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He talked about the Holy Spirit.
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That's the energetic environment of life continuing.
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If we look all around us, life is happening, it's unfolding.
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It's in the trees.
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It's in the plants, in the grass.
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What are they doing?
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They're creating more life.
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And so if our body is containing the spirit and our senses are bringing in energy, light
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energy, audible energy, chemical energy, thermal energy, kinetic energy, it's all energy movement.
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We're all interpreting different energies.
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That's different dimensions for a multi-dimensional being, in taking different energies.
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Those energies are being placed through our projection or our perception.
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And then it's being put in that order based upon that.
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And that perception should come from the heart, because the heart only knows two things.
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It knows life and death.
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And they've done studies where they hooked up in EKG and EEG to participants and they
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showed them pictures that were meant to elicit emotional responses.
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And what they found out was that the heart would always respond first every single time.
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And in numerous times, it responded before the picture was even put out.
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But they could measure the energy output of the heart and the brain and found that the
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heart would respond first and then it would shoot it up to brain.
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So the heart is in taking the energy from the universe, from the quantum field, whatever
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you want to call it from God.
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And then it's being measured, because we have neurons inside our heart.
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We have a heart to brain.
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So the brain is like, hey, is this life or death?
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Then let's shoot it up to our brain.
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Well, our brain is a storage facility of all past experiences so that we know how to use
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that information so that the next time we come across a problem, we can use the information.
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And that changes the progression of life.
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And so it's all about just a continuation of creation.
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It's falling back into alignment with creation.
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It's saying, hey, if we realize that love is not emotional, love is love.
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It's life itself.
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We can figure out how to love people.
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We can just life people.
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If I give you life, it's going to feel like love because it's going to feel like growth.
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It's going to feel like creation is happening.
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So we are blinded to what we really are.
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But we've been given the ability to feel how creation happens.
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And when creation happens and we're involved or in the presence of creation, we feel love.
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And this is why we love nature.
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This is why we love being outdoors.
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This is why we love people that aren't telling us what to be, but encouraging us to be everything
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that we know ourselves to be.
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You have obviously learned really a lot in the last seven years and from the experience
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you had.
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Before we move on and philosophize more, I want to hear more about the experience itself.
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So I don't know if you can put this in sort of a linear timeline, but I'm going to say,
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hey, what happened next or what do you remember next that you can fill us in on?
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Sure.
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So as I went down the tunnel and got to go in and out of these experiences and as I felt
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this immense amount of love in me, I got to the end and I noticed that the structure where
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these colors were in, there were some blank ones.
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There were some empty spaces.
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And I remember having this knowing that, OK, these empty spaces haven't been filled with
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color yet.
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So maybe the experience hasn't been done yet.
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So maybe I've got more time in life.
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And it kind of refreshed my spirit.
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It gave me excitement, gave me excitement.
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The moment I realized that, I realized that there was a being behind me, there was a presence
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behind me.
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And that presence was so immensely powerful.
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I couldn't look at it.
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I didn't want to turn my head back to look at it, but I felt this power and strength,
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but I also felt safe and I felt loved.
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It's that feeling you get like when you're at the supermarket or the checkout stand and
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somebody's standing too close to you and you know somebody's there.
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You don't have to look, but you know they're there.
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It was like that.
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And the moment I realized that I was safe, I was protected, that whoever this was, this
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angel had been with me the entire time.
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And it was what was pushing me in and out of one experience, almost like I would have got
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caught in the experience how I stayed in one of them.
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So it was almost like it was leading me down.
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The experience has shown me what's going on.
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And it spoke three words to me telepathically.
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It said, become the purpose.
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Become the purpose to me at that time didn't make any sense.
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I didn't know what my purpose was.
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And become the purpose.
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Like that seemed like a galactic task and I didn't know how to become the purpose.
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So I felt like there was a mission that I had to go do.
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I had to become the purpose.
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And I didn't know how, but then a white light came out from in front of me and literally
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just it didn't shine on me, it shined through me and became part of me.
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And it was almost like the light held all the information that I needed to know.
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Every bit of information that I needed to know about my life and becoming the purpose
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was ingrained in there.
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And in that very moment of that understanding, I had been on pain medication from an accident
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in the military and multiple surgeries.
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And I knew that I had to take, stop taking pain medication and I had to start meditating.
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And I didn't know that I could do two of those things, you know, there's no way.
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But it wasn't, it wasn't like, Hey, you could do this or you could do this.
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It was like, this is what you're going to do.
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And if you don't do it this way, all of that crap, your whole life from not listening is
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going to keep happening.
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It's going to keep happening because you have separated yourself from your purpose.
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You've separated yourself from the reasoning for you being here.
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And I had been, you know, unbeknownst to me, been looking for my purpose my whole life
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and I'd been blinded to it.
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I didn't know what it was.
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And so if you don't know the purpose of a tool, you don't know how to properly utilize
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that tool.
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You know, and if you don't know the environment in which the tool is used, you don't even
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know where to start to begin to understand it.
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You know, and that's a rationality for me to think about in construction, you know,
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I can't use this tool, the best of its ability, unless I know what it is and what it's doing
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and where it's located and how it interacts the environment.
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And so I knew that I had to understand who I was, what I was and how I interacted my
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environment and what is it that I'm doing?
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What is it that I'm actually doing?
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Interesting.
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It's not just about what's in front of you.
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It's about what's inside of us that is really who we are and what's inside of us and where
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does that start and how does that road play out into everyday living and how is that
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applicable to everybody and how is that fit within science, religion, spirituality and
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my own experiences?
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How does this all come together?
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So that's what I knew I had to do.
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Right.
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Was there anything else after that?
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Did the being communicate anything?
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Once that light hit me, once that light hit me and I was filled with that information
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and that understanding, I woke up on the side of the freeway.
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Okay.
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And it's the other road.
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And when I woke up into my body, I felt the weight of gravity pulling me down as I'm laying
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there.
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I had eight broken ribs and three broken places, a broken wrist, internal bleeding, punctured
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lung, road rash everywhere.
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And I felt pain for the first time in that whole experience.
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And that was very shocking to my body and to my spirit.
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I feel the weight of gravity, I feel the energy in my body, like it's going through resistors.
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I feel resistance in my body as my energy moves through my body and I feel how slow
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it is.
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And it's a weird feeling to be in the pureness of what we are, in the pureness of love, in
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the pureness of creation, in the pureness of that energy and then come back in from
484
00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:34,320
that pureness and almost be like put inside out.
485
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:38,080
It's almost like your spirit comes out of you, you're put inside out and then you're
486
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:39,840
put back in your body.
487
00:26:39,840 --> 00:26:42,800
And then you're meant to look at things from a different perspective.
488
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:46,480
You know, I think this is why when people come back, they go directly to the very beginning,
489
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:48,400
which is love, which is creation.
490
00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,920
I felt this immense amount of love and it's all about love.
491
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:51,920
You're right.
492
00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:54,720
It's all about creation and it's all that's happening around us.
493
00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:58,520
We are living within the fundamentals of creation.
494
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:03,080
Most people are very much changed after an experience like this.
495
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:09,440
In all kinds of ways, seems like they're all positive, but the net outcome we might think
496
00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:11,000
doesn't always look positive.
497
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:17,600
A lot of people change jobs, get divorces, things like that as they are going down the
498
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:21,760
path they feel like they need to change and go down at that point.
499
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:26,080
I want to come back to some of this, but briefly I want to hear what was your recovery like
500
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:29,320
because that was a bad accident and did you have a brain injury too?
501
00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:34,280
Yeah, I did have a traumatic brain injury, you know, caused me some memory issues and
502
00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:36,960
stuff, but it was a tough recovery.
503
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,800
Again, I was alone.
504
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:42,840
Everybody in my life had kind of walked away from me at that point, you know, having dealt
505
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:43,840
with depression and stuff.
506
00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:45,440
I kind of secluded myself.
507
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,680
I had one friend that let me stay at his house.
508
00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:56,000
I spent months inside of a room in seclusion just thinking about what had happened to me
509
00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:01,840
and trying to process and understand what it was that that was because I hadn't done
510
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,040
drugs.
511
00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:07,480
I hadn't experienced any hallucinogenic trips before and this was something that was completely
512
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:08,920
new to me.
513
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:13,200
So recovery was a time of deep sorrows.
514
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:17,360
It was some of the deepest sorrow I'd ever walked through in my life.
515
00:28:17,360 --> 00:28:25,280
It was sorrowful because I had to realize that I had been lying to myself my whole life.
516
00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:30,120
My whole life was fundamentally an observational lie.
517
00:28:30,120 --> 00:28:35,160
The way that I had perceived life was not correct and it wasn't to its fullness.
518
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:40,920
And so walking back, your reality is the hardest thing that anybody can do.
519
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:41,920
Yeah.
520
00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:46,440
Do you have some advice for other people who may be going through an experience like that?
521
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:51,160
Yeah, for me, it was realizing that this is meant to transform us.
522
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:52,720
Nothing happens to us.
523
00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:54,720
Everything happens for us.
524
00:28:54,720 --> 00:29:00,840
And if we realize that there's nothing to hold on to from the past, once yesterday is
525
00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:05,240
done, once we go to sleep, I look at things as like, this is, I've died.
526
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:08,640
So every day now becomes an independent life.
527
00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:10,480
It's not one long storyline anymore.
528
00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:16,400
It becomes one life every day and I can maximize the effectiveness of that life easily in that
529
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:17,480
one day.
530
00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:23,080
It's easier to justify, easier to play out, easier to maintain my energy.
531
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:27,440
They will transform us and it's either going to transform us into something greater or
532
00:29:27,440 --> 00:29:31,080
it's going to create a regression to where we don't fit here anymore.
533
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:36,240
And I think this is a lot of problems that a lot of ND years have is, is how do we take
534
00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:39,000
this information and apply it to our life?
535
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:40,480
Exactly.
536
00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:42,640
Something significant happened.
537
00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:47,120
Not only what does it mean, but it must have happened to me for a reason.
538
00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:50,960
So let's figure all that out and it takes time.
539
00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:55,920
So to those that may be going through something like that, be patient, give it its time, give
540
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:59,400
it its space and it'll come to you.
541
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:03,960
It will explore, explore your thoughts, explore your reasoning for who you are and why you
542
00:30:03,960 --> 00:30:05,520
are, what you are.
543
00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:09,400
You know, that was the number one question that I asked myself is why?
544
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,880
Why am I Jeremiah?
545
00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,880
What makes me Jeremiah?
546
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:17,600
What is the Jeremiah that the world knows and how does that line up with the Jeremiah
547
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:19,280
that I know?
548
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:22,000
And I found that there was a discrepancy there.
549
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:29,480
I had tried to become something to everybody and in doing that, I became multiple people.
550
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:33,880
And when I was alone with myself and I had to live with the truth, not the projection,
551
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:38,440
but the truth of what I was, it became really burdensome because I didn't know how to effectively
552
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:41,120
project who I was and what I was.
553
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:45,240
And so, you know, going through that, you know, the recovery and, you know, others going
554
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:48,440
through this, we're looking for our identity.
555
00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:51,200
We're looking for what we are, not who we are.
556
00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:52,760
We know who we are.
557
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,760
We are love.
558
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:54,760
We love people.
559
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:55,760
We're looking for love.
560
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:56,760
We're looking to validate.
561
00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:57,760
We're looking to validate other people.
562
00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:58,760
But what are we?
563
00:30:58,760 --> 00:30:59,760
What makes us that love?
564
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:04,800
And what we are is creation manifested in a physical form that's able to create life
565
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:06,440
in every regard.
566
00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:12,280
And if we could use our experiences to create life in other people and life around us in
567
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:17,800
our environment, you know, that's where the connection becomes fulfilled.
568
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:20,080
Because it's not that we're sad.
569
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:21,360
It's not that we're depressed.
570
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:27,040
It's that we lost the connection to life and the connection to life is creation.
571
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:30,760
Some people would put that whole last part of what you just said.
572
00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:32,800
Some people would put that in different terms.
573
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:36,840
Tell me if you think these would be accurate at all.
574
00:31:36,840 --> 00:31:41,080
Refer to themselves as a son or daughter of God.
575
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:43,080
Does that fit with what you're saying?
576
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:44,080
Absolutely.
577
00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,080
Absolutely.
578
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:46,080
Just another way of saying it, right?
579
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:49,920
Being a son or daughter of God is being a reflection of the parent.
580
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:54,320
And to be the reflection of the parent is to look at the parent and say, what is he doing?
581
00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:57,760
And so if we look at God and say, what is God doing?
582
00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,000
What is outside of creation?
583
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:01,520
What is outside of it?
584
00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:02,520
Nothing.
585
00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,600
There's nothing outside of creation.
586
00:32:04,600 --> 00:32:10,240
And so if there's nothing outside of creation and nothing that is created doesn't come
587
00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:11,240
from a creator.
588
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,440
I mean, everything that's created comes from a creator.
589
00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:16,200
And so there's nothing outside of creation.
590
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,080
Creator is what creates.
591
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:19,080
We are within creation.
592
00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,800
So we have to say, what has our creator done?
593
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:26,520
And how does our creation fit the idea or the intentions of the creator?
594
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:32,240
Well, we can look around all around us in nature and see how that energy of life is being expressed.
595
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:38,080
It's being expressed by community, by working together, by holding space for each other,
596
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:39,760
by doing what we're created to do.
597
00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:43,920
Like the tree doesn't become a lumberjack because the first thing you'd have to do is
598
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:45,840
chop itself down.
599
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:49,880
So why do we create environments that are not conducive to life?
600
00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:54,040
We are being the lumberjack to our own tree and we're cutting it down, trying to save
601
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,040
everybody else.
602
00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:56,560
And that's not what we're supposed to do.
603
00:32:56,560 --> 00:32:58,560
We're supposed to be what we're created to do.
604
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:06,160
Isn't it interesting that we are also happiest or filling the most real joy, deep joy, when
605
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:07,160
we're creating?
606
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:08,160
Yes.
607
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:11,400
So let's throw out a couple of examples and it's different for everybody.
608
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:17,960
If you've had children, okay, what does that feel like when you hold that new baby in your
609
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:18,960
arms?
610
00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:19,960
Yeah.
611
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:21,200
Okay, there's one.
612
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:28,320
For some people, it would be, hey, I'm a gardener and I picked that piece of fruit where I planted
613
00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:31,720
that tree 10 years ago and nurtured it.
614
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:36,800
And now there's this beautiful, wonderful, sweet fruit from it.
615
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:41,800
And there are so many other things that we can create as well as passing on all the love
616
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,840
and goodness that you're talking about.
617
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:45,840
Appreciate that.
618
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:49,520
I'm going to go back and ask you about a couple of other things that you brought up earlier
619
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:54,320
because, oh man, this one I just wish I could picture.
620
00:33:54,320 --> 00:34:00,520
You mentioned colors and a lot of people mentioned colors to me, colors that they can't describe.
621
00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:03,200
I'm going to put you on the spot.
622
00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:04,200
Describe it to me.
623
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,200
Sure.
624
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:06,200
Yeah.
625
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,440
Describe a color you can't describe.
626
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:09,440
Yeah.
627
00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:15,760
So when you walk into a room, now I don't know what colors you don't like.
628
00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,040
Say it's red.
629
00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:21,960
It doesn't matter if you like it or not because when you walk into the red room, there's an
630
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:24,240
emotion that automatically happens to you.
631
00:34:24,240 --> 00:34:25,240
You feel it.
632
00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:30,720
We don't recognize it because we're so focused on the sight, the visual, but we feel something
633
00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:31,720
too.
634
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:32,720
Okay.
635
00:34:32,720 --> 00:34:33,720
So there's a depth of feeling.
636
00:34:33,720 --> 00:34:38,160
So when you look at the colors on the other side, you're not just seeing the colors.
637
00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:44,400
You are having an entirety of an experience with the color because the color is not just
638
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:46,440
a light.
639
00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:47,440
It's a feeling.
640
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:48,440
It's a sound.
641
00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:49,440
It's a vibrational frequency.
642
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:50,680
And it does something.
643
00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:53,280
So that's one aspect.
644
00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:56,560
Another aspect is a pearl essence to it.
645
00:34:56,560 --> 00:35:00,960
So when you think about like a pearl, a color on a paint job, on a car or something like
646
00:35:00,960 --> 00:35:01,960
that.
647
00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:07,280
It's not just the color of it, but there's another dimension to the depth of the color.
648
00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:11,160
There's space, it seems, from the beginning of the color to the end of the color that
649
00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:12,660
you see.
650
00:35:12,660 --> 00:35:18,480
And so you are immersed within the color or within the experience of what that color is
651
00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:20,280
supposed to represent.
652
00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:23,960
You're dipping your spirit into a color.
653
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:28,680
Instead of just looking at it from the outside, creating a distance of separation, you are
654
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:32,480
actually within the color and within the experience of the color.
655
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:37,360
So when I'm trying to figure it out, I'm thinking way too much one-dimensionally.
656
00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:44,080
I'm thinking, well, you know, I know what happens if you mix red and yellow.
657
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:48,320
So just tell me, what colors do I mix to see what you saw?
658
00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:49,800
But that's not what it is at all.
659
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:58,200
It's a much more deep dimensional thing than just what we talk about as color here in this
660
00:35:58,200 --> 00:35:59,200
life.
661
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:00,200
That helps.
662
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:04,800
We think about color, you're looking at it as coming in through this way.
663
00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:09,320
When we see color, we're talking about seeing it with everything.
664
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:11,440
Seeing it means how does it feel?
665
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:14,320
Seeing it means how deep does it go?
666
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:18,720
We're seeing it from a two-dimensional standpoint, whether it's on a frame, in a picture, a painting,
667
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:23,840
or whether it's drawing, or whether it's on our screen, that doesn't represent a depth.
668
00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:28,080
You have to really understand that you have to be there and have two different perspectives
669
00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:30,480
to get that depth perspective.
670
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:36,840
So that kind of helps me understand also when you said the white light went through you.
671
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:37,840
Right.
672
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:39,160
It wasn't just on you.
673
00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:41,320
It didn't just lighten up your skin.
674
00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:42,680
It became me.
675
00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:43,680
It became me.
676
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:44,680
Yeah.
677
00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:46,320
I mean, we are light at the end of the day.
678
00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:47,320
That's what we are.
679
00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:48,320
We are light.
680
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:51,960
Scientists know that we emit light photons, you know, and we emit the most amount of light
681
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,080
photons when we're in peace and balance.
682
00:36:54,080 --> 00:37:00,840
We are atoms and cells clump together when we're in adversarial conditions.
683
00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,440
And so we don't express that energy or that light.
684
00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:05,480
So we are light.
685
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,000
That's really what energy is.
686
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:08,000
Energy is light.
687
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:12,720
It's a higher frequency energy, but it's what we are, and we connect to what we are.
688
00:37:12,720 --> 00:37:16,080
Hey, just a couple more things before we finish up.
689
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:22,600
You mentioned becoming the purpose, or in other words, your mission in life.
690
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,520
Can you sort of explain what that was?
691
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:31,440
But I'd love you to succinctly, like in a one sentence, tell me what Jeremiah's mission
692
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:33,360
now is.
693
00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:40,680
My mission is to live within the purpose of the intention of my Creator.
694
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:45,760
And if I live within the purpose, I can see that space was created to see the expansiveness
695
00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:46,820
of my power.
696
00:37:46,820 --> 00:37:52,200
I could see that Earth was created to show me how to utilize my energy and my spirit.
697
00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:58,160
And I could see that I am evolving my spirit and becoming my truest, most powerful form.
698
00:37:58,160 --> 00:38:03,480
And that once I leave this physical world, I can no longer manipulate the energetic spirit
699
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:04,560
that I am.
700
00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:06,280
I am creation.
701
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:07,280
I am love.
702
00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:08,280
I am life.
703
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:09,280
And so are you.
704
00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:11,000
And so is everybody that's watching this.
705
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,000
We are creation.
706
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:16,280
We are the manifestation of love, and we are the continuation of the cycle, just like it's
707
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:17,800
happening in nature.
708
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:22,400
On a scale of one to 10, how much fear do you have of the day that you actually will
709
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:23,400
die?
710
00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,400
I don't.
711
00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:25,400
I die every day.
712
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:26,480
I die every day now.
713
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:28,200
So there is no fear of death.
714
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:35,680
There's only fear of not living to my potential, not living to my purpose, not living the intention
715
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:41,520
of God for my life, not living the representation of God's intention through the actions and
716
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:43,020
words of Jesus.
717
00:38:43,020 --> 00:38:46,880
So that's what I'm more worried about, is that I don't fulfill that.
718
00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:51,720
And that's what keeps me alive and awake, is that I want to fulfill the purpose of creation.
719
00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:55,720
And so I need to become creation in every regard, whether it's through my words, whether
720
00:38:55,720 --> 00:38:59,840
it's through my presentation, whether it's through my actions, whatever it is, I am a
721
00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:01,680
representation of creation.
722
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:05,160
I am creation forming continually.
723
00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:06,400
And so I need to represent creation.
724
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,960
This is how we get into alignment with God in our intentions.
725
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:15,000
And for someone listening who doesn't yet know what their mission is, what advice do
726
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:16,000
you have for them?
727
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It's the same.
728
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We're all in this experience, in taking energy, using that energy like a potter uses clay
729
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,320
to form our spirit.
730
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:31,080
And it's not just that we're meant to form our spirit, but we're meant to form the spirit
731
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and environment of other people.
732
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We're meant to express creation to creation.
733
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And so everyone's purpose is the same.
734
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It's to create a body that will hold your spirit in a healthy regard, an environment
735
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that's conducive to growth and life.
736
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And it's to go express that life through your actions and through your relationships.
737
00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:56,080
It's through the words of encouragement, the words of love, the words of acknowledgement,
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the words of compassion.
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It's realizing that negative words have a negative impact on the body.
740
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You're killing the body when we have negative thoughts and negative words and negative experiences.
741
00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:09,000
We're not just creating an environment for other people, but we're also in that environment
742
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:13,000
because the words that we're using is creating our reality.
743
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:17,560
And so you're doing unto others as you're having done to yourself by doing that stuff
744
00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:20,600
because in your mind and in your reality, that's the environment.
745
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:24,080
And so it's realizing that all of our purposes are the same.
746
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:27,840
It's I'm going to love you or I'm going to give you life and I'm going to create life
747
00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:31,800
in you any way that I know how because I'm creating life any way that I know how.
748
00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:38,480
And it's every action, every thought, every word, every experience, find life, find creation,
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00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:44,360
find why it's happening for you and not regress and say it's happening to me because it's
750
00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:45,360
not.
751
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:50,480
Hey, last thing, this is going to be something very specific that I want you to come up with
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00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,320
with everybody that's listening to this today.
753
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:59,440
And imagine kind of picture the globe, okay, because we have some listeners in South Africa
754
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:07,440
and the Congo and UK and New Zealand and everywhere in the United States and all over the place.
755
00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:10,360
Okay, China, you name it.
756
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:17,240
Let's all of us do one thing today and all the same thing so that we can help spread this,
757
00:41:17,240 --> 00:41:18,800
what you're talking about.
758
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:21,680
Give us one thing that we can all do today.
759
00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:30,200
The most important thing is to love yourself and to love yourself through your mistakes,
760
00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:36,680
to realize that every, if you went through life and you had a wheelbarrow in your mind
761
00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:41,400
and you picked up every piece of time that we worried and every piece of time that we
762
00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:47,080
stressed out and we had anxiety and fear and then we loaded it up and we carried it and
763
00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:49,680
we stood back and said, hey, how much is that?
764
00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:51,400
Because it would be a lot.
765
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:55,000
If you go back to your life and say, how much time did I worry?
766
00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:59,080
And then you realize that in this moment, you are the smartest you've ever been.
767
00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:03,520
You have the most amount of energy you've ever been and because you are alive, you are walking
768
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:05,160
within your purpose.
769
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:11,520
And so it's to love yourself, to realize that every action that you've created was an intention
770
00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:13,440
from love for yourself.
771
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:14,520
It's forgiving yourself.
772
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:20,120
It's realizing that you are the power of creation and that if you have died every night, then
773
00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:22,040
you wake up and none of that matters anymore.
774
00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,040
It's not real.
775
00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:24,440
Extract the information.
776
00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,520
Use it to make better decisions tomorrow.
777
00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:29,440
But in this moment, realize you're everything that you need to be.
778
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:31,520
You are life and the expression of life.
779
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:35,360
And so loving yourself is the first thing that we need to do because if we don't know
780
00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:38,960
how to love ourselves for everything that we are, we don't know how to love anybody
781
00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:39,960
else.
782
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:44,520
And if we realize that we are alive and that love is life, then we realize that we're everything
783
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,920
that we've been looking for.
784
00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:47,160
There's nothing we need.
785
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:49,280
We are the everything that we need.
786
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:53,520
We are the love that we've been seeking because we are the life that we've been living and
787
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:54,520
we've been looking for.
788
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:55,520
Beautifully said.
789
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:56,520
Thanks a lot, Jeremiah.
790
00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:58,520
I appreciate you being on with us today.
791
00:42:58,520 --> 00:42:59,520
Thank you very much.
792
00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:02,920
I appreciate your time.
793
00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,880
Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast.
794
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:11,960
Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com.
795
00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:16,240
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00:43:16,240 --> 00:43:20,760
the show, send an email to eric at roundtriptest.com.
797
00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:45,760
Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.
798
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:56,760
Thank you.
