Landon's NDE From Overdose - I Saw Prayers

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From the time that they pronounced me dead was

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a good 45 minutes. They cut my clothes and then

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they paddled. My heart, my heart had stopped

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and I could see people screaming and crying but

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I didn't realize that was actually my physical

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body because I was somewhere else. The only thing

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that I could feel if you could imagine absolute

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love and peace, there wasn't anything else to

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be felt. I was greeted by people I had known

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in the past. I'm back home again. Incredibly

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safe and felt at home. Welcome, welcome to Round

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Trip Death, everybody. And we are going down

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to southern Utah today to meet with Landon Dennis.

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Landon, how are you today? I'm doing good. Just

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got off work and got cleaned up and and excited

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to talk with you, Eric. For our listeners, Landon

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is awesome. and he has come a long ways from

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where he was before his NDE. And we're going

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to be talking about all that. You're going to

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absolutely love it. Before we jump into it, we're

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going to do two things. Landon, I'm going to

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ask you to just tell us a little bit about you

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and just take 60 seconds to do that. And then

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Landon has asked if he could give a brief prayer

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before we get into his story. So Landon, after

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you introduce yourself, go ahead and jump into

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that. and then I'll start asking questions. All

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right, that sounds perfect. Well, my name's Landon

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Dennis. I live in St. George, Utah. I am the

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youngest of eight kids. You know, I learned a

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lot from having seven other siblings to pick

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on me growing up. A big thing in my life is I'm

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recovering drug addict. And I've learned a lot

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in life from the experiences that have happened

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to me from that. and that's actually one thing

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that led up to my near -death experience. It

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had to do with drugs, but I love to go arrowhead

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hunting. I love archaeology, music, guitar, piano,

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history, and there's a lot of that down here

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in St. George, Utah to go mess around with. I

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mean, I could go on for days about myself, but

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I think that's pretty good. That's perfect. Okay.

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Would you mind if I... said a little prayer before

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we get into this now? Now's a good time. Go right

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ahead. Awesome. And one thing I want people to

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know is, and you'll hear it from my story, that

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prayer for me is not a religious thing. It is

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a spiritual thing that I was taught and shown

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during my near -death experience and how it can

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help us. So, I appreciate it. Our dear Heavenly

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Father, Thank you for letting me be here with

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Eric today to speak about the experiences that

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I went through and the things that I learned

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and for my ability to be able to be here on earth

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today and still be able to talk and walk with

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others and share this experience. Heavenly Father,

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please help me to share my experiences. and the

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lessons that I learned in the best way possible

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to help others that are listening to this program.

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And please help them feel the sincerity of the

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things I say and have them have an open heart

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and an open mind. And again, thank you for all

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the blessings that we have in this world, Heavenly

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Father. And I say this in the name of Jesus Christ.

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Amen. Amen. Thank you, Landon. I appreciate it.

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Thank you. Well, I think we ought to jump right

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into it. We're only going to have to go back

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a couple of years to a medical emergency that

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led to your NDE. But can you give us a little

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bit of background before that? You already mentioned

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drug addict. What in your life led up to that?

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I am very accident prone. Very, very. I mean,

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they say cats have nine lives. I'm about to 18.

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Not sure how many more I got in me, but I. I

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mean, I've been hit by three cars on bike and

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walking. I've overdosed and died so many times.

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I fell off a second story building from overdosing

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onto a car before. And what first got me into

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my addiction with drugs that leads to my in your

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death experience was a lot of those accidents.

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And I was prescribed certain things like pain

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pills and stuff. And at the time I wasn't an

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addict because it happened from a young age.

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I started getting prescribed those things more

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and more as my accidents happened. And eventually

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that progressed into me being a heroin addict

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and just about anything else you can think of.

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If any of your listeners have ever had addiction

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or have family members who have addiction issues,

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then they'll they'll understand that it progresses

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quickly and it takes everything in your life

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away even quicker. And so that's kind of what

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led up to my NDE was me having these physical

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things happen to me and slowly taking things

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out of my life like my first fiance, my first

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daughter, I lost them. became homeless for years

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in late in Utah. It took away everything that

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was good in my life. But my whole life I've also

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had very paranormal experiences, both good and

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bad. I call them shadow people. I grew up in

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a house that was very haunted and that manifests

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itself both physically and spiritually. And so

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from a very young age, I was messed with a lot

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growing up in that house. But on the flip side,

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since a very young age, I've also had family

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members who have passed away who have visited

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me in dreams. One of them was my grandpa, and

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another was my niece who passed away in a car

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accident around the age of 16. And she actually

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came to me in a dream. just before my parents

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got the phone call to find out that she had gotten

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in a car accident and passed away, she came and

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spoke with me before that. So yeah, my whole

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life I've had very interesting things, both good

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and bad, and I've just been, I guess, attuned

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to those things. I don't know what you would

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call it, but they've been very scary and very

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awesome. at the same time depending on the situations.

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I've experienced a shadow being that would stand

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in the corner of my room from a young age, like

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a seven foot tall cloaked looking figure that

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would give me sleep paralysis is what people

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call it. I mean, I wouldn't be able to move.

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And there was another thing that would mess with

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me and it would give me what are called fright

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mares to where I would I would be awake physically

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running and screaming around and running, but

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I only remember it as me being asleep, being

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tormented by this. I don't know what people want

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to call it. I don't know what to call them, but

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I call them the dark side shadow people is the

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best explanations I have for it. And so my whole

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life I've experienced a lot of really cool things

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and a lot of really terrifying things too. Just

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grown up my whole life. All right. Well, let's

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go back to two years ago. What happened on that

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particular day? Okay, so that day I was very

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deep into my drug addiction and what had happened

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is I I went to go pick up drugs just a few blocks

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down from my house and I got on my little Vespa

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that I had just bought the little scooter and

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when I got to the house I When I did the drugs,

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because I was an IV user, I overdosed. I don't

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know if I died or not, but I overdosed and had

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to narcanine quite a few times and I finally

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came back. And I don't remember any of that.

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From what I'm telling you now, until my near

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-death experience where I was above my body,

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this is the last thing I remember is going to

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the house to get drugs. And I guess I overdosed.

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They Narcan me, I came back and I just went and

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jumped on my Vespa again and went to go take

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off up the road to get back home and got hit

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by a car. I learned this later, you know, in

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the medical reports and everything like that.

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And I guess after getting hit by that car, I

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got up and fled the scene on my Vespa again,

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somehow really messed up. and luckily I was close

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enough to home that I made it home. My Vespa

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was covered in blood and stuff, but I guess when

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I got home, my wife says I walked in the front

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door and was acting weird and I had blood on

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me and I walked into the bathroom and shut the

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door. And I remember how I used to do my drugs

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and I would go sit up on this high countertop,

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almost Indian style, and look into the mirror

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as I did it. And what happened again is I overdosed

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again. And this is all in the span of about 20

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-ish minutes that these three things happened

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that I don't remember these parts. But when I

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did that, I fell straight backwards off this

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high countertop and just cracked my head on tile

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after already being hit by a car and overdosing

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right before that. And my wife... just got this

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really bad feeling and she had heard a noise

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but she got a bad feeling and she came to check

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on me and there was just a puddle of blood under

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my head. There's more to it on her side but to

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make it simple is that it terrified her because

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she tried lifting my arm and it just fell back

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down. She was trying to wake me up and I was

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like blue and purple. My head was cracked open

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bleeding. So she called the paramedics and they

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came And I was talking with her the other night

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and I guess they told her, hey, you need to leave.

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Like we need to get him in the ambulance right

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now. And she said that when they opened my eyes,

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one was tiny, my pupil, and the other one was

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huge and dilated. And so they put me in the ambulance

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and she asked to come along and they said, no,

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you can't. We are trying to revive him right

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now. And this is about where my near -death experience

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kicks in is where I come above the ambulance

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at this point. And so like I said, I remember

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going to get the drugs, and then this is where

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it kicks in where I'm above the ambulance, looking

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down at my body with this group of people working

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on me, trying to revive me. It was like I could

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see through the ambulance. One of the worst parts

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of that is that while I was up above the ambulance

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looking through it and watching them work on

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me. I was feeling the worst anxiety, the worst

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loss, tragedy. Normally I get really emotional

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during this part. Just even thinking about it,

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it gives me anxiety the way I felt because I

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was so confused of like, what's happening? Why

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am I looking at my body? Why are these people

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seeming so distressed and working on me and I

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remember they were drilling something into my

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knee to put a needle, an IV into my knee. That's

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one thing I remember that that verifies my near

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-death experience that I was actually seeing

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what was going on while I was flat -lined. That's

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when they started rushing me to the hospital

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and I can't even describe the horrible feelings

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that I was feeling. and just the anxiety, scared,

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depression, loss, anything you can think of that

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is just makes you feel absolutely horrible is

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what I was experiencing there. And as it got

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to this point where I was so confused and terrified

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and wondering like, what is this? All of a sudden

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just went boom, instantly to another place. It

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was so crazy because it went from feeling like

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how people describe hell. That's what I feel

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like. I was in some sort of realm that just pure

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anxiety, sadness, depression, and just boom,

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instantly I was in another place. There was no

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like tunnels or white lights or anything like

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that, but I was just standing in this huge, huge

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grass field. and all those bad feelings were

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gone. I remember looking down at the grass because

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I was feeling so much love coming to me all of

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a sudden from being above that ambulance to boom,

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being in a grass field and feeling so much love.

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And I remember when I looked down, I could tell

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that each blade of grass loved me. It's so hard

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to describe In words, I still try to think of

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the right words to describe it, but the grass

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was so green, the closest that I can come to.

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I mean, so vivid. And it's something that here

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on Earth, I pass by every day and it means nothing

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to me. But there, it was basically telling me

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it loved me and having me feel that. And as I

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looked out over the field, because I have bad

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eyesight I have glasses but wherever I was there

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I remember looking out over the field towards

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this big hill in the distance that was just an

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arched hill and I just saw all these indescribable

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colored lights coming up from behind that hill

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and the way I describe it is if you were to shine

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like a bright light into a diamond you know,

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those refractions of colors that come from that.

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It was like it was like that. Those lights were

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like that. And there was there was many, many,

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many of them. And the coolest thing started happening

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is that I saw this red ish color light. And like

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I say, when I try to say the colors, it doesn't

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do it any justice. But this reddish color light

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was my grandpa. who had passed away back in 2007.

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I saw him as a light behind this hill. I didn't

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see him, but I felt him. And he was literally

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giving me a hug, telling me that he loved me

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and that he was happy and he was okay. As this

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is happening, I started to be able to discern

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this pink, violet, type light. It was my niece

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who had passed away in that car accident and

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she was doing the same thing to me. They were,

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it's almost like both of them both came up and

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gave me like this bear hug, but with emotions.

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It was so much better than even being able to

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see them in person, to be able to feel them and

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feel them saying they love me and that they were

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okay. and they're happy. It was so incredible.

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And in that moment, I wanted to go back behind

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that hill because there was more lights and I

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was feeling a lot of love, not just from the

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grass, but from my grandpa and my niece. And

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I wanted to go back there. And in that moment,

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as I thought that I felt, I felt this wonderful

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presence just a little behind me to the right

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and I felt that and so I turned a little bit

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and there was just this beautiful young lady

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standing there just smiling at me, sending me

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waves of comfort and love again. And one crazy

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thing I can tell you is I know I was related

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to her somehow and I didn't ask. which I regret

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to this day but I know I was related to her.

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She started communicating with me but her mouth

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did not move. She only had this just beautiful

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almost smirk smile of like understanding how

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much it was like she was almost like look how

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cool this is that he's feeling all this love

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and feeling these family members who have passed

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on that almost like how cool is it to witness

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him get these confirmations that his family is

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okay and they're still doing something on whatever

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you want to call it, the other side. And like

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I said, I don't know what the different realms

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are that I was in because one of them was above

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that ambulance, which was horrible. It's something

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I never want to experience again. And then the

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next one was this grass field. and as she's speaking

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with me, I feel, again, I don't see first, I

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feel another presence, and I kind of look a little

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more to the right, and there's a man standing

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there. And they both looked like they were about

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in their 30s, and he started communicating with

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me too. And the way I describe it to people is

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that if I said the word fire to you, As soon

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as I said that word fire, you would see the glow

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of a fire. You would feel the warmth of it. You

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would hear the crackling firewood. You would

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smell the smell of the wood burning. They didn't

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say the word fire, but that's the best way I

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can describe is how this communication happened.

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It made it really hard to be back here on earth

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and try to communicate people with words. because

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they're so inadequate and it sucks so bad compared

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to that communication that I had there. Especially

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with my wife, I love her to death, but I can

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send a text a certain way and if she can take

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it however she's feeling in that moment, I might

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mean it in a good way, but if she's grumpy or

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something, she could take it as a bad text. have

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to send so many of those emojis to people now

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when I text, because I try to put emotions in

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with what I talk to people with. And that's the

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closest I can come here on Earth, which is not

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even close to how they communicated with you

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there. All right, let's take a quick breath here.

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OK, because I have some questions that I'm going

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to forget if we get too far down the road. Whenever

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you have questions, you cut me off. You go ahead

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so I can answer them. I hate to do that and your

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story is so beautiful. I did not want to do that,

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but let's do this. Let's get caught up and then

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we'll move forward some more in just a couple

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of minutes. So my first question is, you were

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in this state of, I'm not going to say a place,

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but a state where you were above the ambulance,

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everything was stressful, and then all of a sudden

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you're in this beautiful grassy place. Do you

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think there was anything that you did or thought

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or said that triggered you to go from one to

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the other? Nothing. The best way I can describe

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it is that being in that state or that realm

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of what I was feeling was almost like a little

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bit of a lesson to me because I was not living

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a good life at the time. I've always been a kind,

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loving person to people, but I I was a drug addict,

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you know, I did bad things to get drugs, like

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steal from family members. She just not living

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a good life. And I almost like looking back that

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it was almost kind of like I try not to get religious

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with this. But like I said, it almost felt like

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I was in hell at that point where I was. And

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so I didn't say. or do anything necessarily to

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all of a sudden, boom, be somewhere else. But

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I did get to a point where I didn't feel like

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I could take it anymore. Like I thought I was

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going to explode almost. And that's when I went

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to the next place. You were thinking that you

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needed help, it sounds like. So yours was not

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a typical life review. It was almost like based

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on the life you lived. Here's where you're at.

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Here's I'm not gonna say your reward or your

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punishment But you know, this is where you got

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yourself. Okay, that's a fact of life Now, let's

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show you what the possibilities can be that are

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so much better Exactly, and I actually did have

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a type of life review that we can get to in a

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moment that I was shown things from my past and

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they explained the power of prayer to me during

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those things. So that'll be in just a moment.

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So any other questions you have? Yeah, absolutely.

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Tell me more about the grass. I've had other

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experiencers tell me that they felt love from

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grass and it seemed really alive. Do you feel

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like you were barefoot and you were actually

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feeling it or was it more just emotions coming

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to you? It was both. It was both and I felt like

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I said when I look out towards that hill in the

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distance, I could still see every single blade

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of grass. Like imagine if you're standing in

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a football field, if you look down and focus,

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you can start seeing each blade. But if you focus

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up far ahead, the grass just kind of meshes.

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You don't see it anymore. But I could still,

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as I was looking out, I could still see each

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blade of grass. And I did feel that each blade,

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in a way, I don't know what to call it, almost

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had its own spirit type theme. I don't know exactly.

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That's kind of the best way to describe it because

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it was sending me love. I felt that emotionally

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and it sounds weird to people because like I

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said it's just it's just grass but no this each

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each individual blade was connecting with me

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in a way to comfort me from being where I just

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was to all of a sudden in this big field that

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was a big difference that was kind of shocking

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to me at first I think that's a good way to put

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it Now, I find it interesting that with your

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grandfather, your niece, and then the woman and

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the man, did you see actual physical features

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of any of them or did they all just appear as

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light and you knew who they were? No, so my grandpa

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and my niece were two of many, just two of many

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of those lights behind that hill, but this man

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and woman that came and started speaking with

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me, like I said, through emotions and through

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feelings. They were very real. They were very,

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very real. And those are the two that I saw.

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But my grandpa and my niece, they were lights

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and I felt them. But yes, these other two people

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were actually there with me. And as I looked

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back on it, honestly, I can't remember if I ever

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saw my own bot. kind of if you're standing and

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talking, you don't even really see the tip of

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your nose type thing. So I'm not saying that

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I didn't, but I don't remember seeing my own,

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but those two people that were talking to me,

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absolutely. Like I said, I knew I was related

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to them somehow, and I don't know how, but I

00:25:06.319 --> 00:25:09.779
know that, or a fact, and I can't describe it

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in words because everything that was conveyed

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to me was through like spiritual and emotional

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and experiences. Do you feel like they had a

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purpose? Some people describe a guardian angel

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or a guide or something. Do you think they had

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a purpose for you? Yes, that's one thing that

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they they communicated with me is that those

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two were allowed to come to that spot wherever

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that spot was to come there and speak with me

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and share very amazing things with me, but they

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told me that they were allowed to meet me there.

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I know there's life after this life, and I don't

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know everything about it when I tell a story.

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I don't claim to know everything, you know. I'm

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still trying to figure it out, too, and that's

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why I welcome viewers to expand on it and think,

00:26:04.220 --> 00:26:06.420
you know, however it touches them and their heart

00:26:06.420 --> 00:26:09.759
and what they think, but I knew that that was

00:26:09.759 --> 00:26:13.559
their purpose to be there and to teach me two

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very important lessons. You know, after you're

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done with some of your questions, I can get into

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what those two things that they taught me were,

00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:24.980
and not just even taught me, but showed me. I'm

00:26:24.980 --> 00:26:27.579
done. Let's go ahead and move forward. Tell me

00:26:27.579 --> 00:26:29.980
some of the things that they taught you, showed

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you, and then I'm not going to let you forget

00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:34.480
your life review also. I want to hear about that.

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So whichever you'd rather talk about first. My

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life review right now. I'll let you guys determine

00:26:41.049 --> 00:26:44.250
if it was a life review or not But that's that's

00:26:44.250 --> 00:26:48.490
where this part begins is that they were speaking

00:26:48.490 --> 00:26:52.970
to me and telling me just how loved I was and

00:26:52.970 --> 00:26:57.789
how I Always had loved ones like you said like

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guardian angels around me that they were always

00:27:01.089 --> 00:27:05.730
there to help but they couldn't always help unless

00:27:06.109 --> 00:27:10.569
I asked for it unless I, in a way, prayed for

00:27:10.569 --> 00:27:12.789
it. And like I said, when I say prayer, don't

00:27:12.789 --> 00:27:15.789
think of it religiously. The way they are explaining

00:27:15.789 --> 00:27:20.329
it to me is that prayer is such a powerful tool

00:27:20.329 --> 00:27:24.230
and weapon for anybody living on this world,

00:27:24.869 --> 00:27:28.640
that you have a line of communication. with what

00:27:28.640 --> 00:27:31.519
they taught me was with our heavenly father,

00:27:31.579 --> 00:27:34.500
our creator, whatever people want to call him.

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If it's your will because we have free agency

00:27:37.599 --> 00:27:40.799
down here because we're here to learn things.

00:27:41.240 --> 00:27:45.359
But if in certain times need help, we can pray

00:27:45.359 --> 00:27:49.940
for help. And there's certain guardian angels,

00:27:50.339 --> 00:27:54.880
passed on loved ones that are allowed to help

00:27:54.880 --> 00:27:59.380
us in moments. They can't always do it unless

00:27:59.380 --> 00:28:04.859
we actually ask because that's our will to ask

00:28:04.859 --> 00:28:07.920
and ask for help because we have that free agency.

00:28:08.460 --> 00:28:11.839
And when they're sharing this with me, I kind

00:28:11.839 --> 00:28:16.319
of questioned them right then. I remember having

00:28:16.319 --> 00:28:19.079
this thought and this feeling of, what do you

00:28:19.079 --> 00:28:22.519
mean prayer is so powerful and prayer is real?

00:28:22.559 --> 00:28:25.240
Because I remember being homeless for years.

00:28:25.529 --> 00:28:28.210
I remember being a drug addict, living behind

00:28:28.210 --> 00:28:32.049
churches, sleeping on gravel, you know, holding

00:28:32.049 --> 00:28:36.450
up signs for money, being humiliated, like being

00:28:36.450 --> 00:28:39.150
at a point in my life where I would have to hold

00:28:39.150 --> 00:28:42.509
up a sign begging for money, and I would give

00:28:42.509 --> 00:28:47.509
little prayers and stuff, and it never seemed

00:28:47.509 --> 00:28:50.430
to work for me. And so I kind of questioned that

00:28:50.430 --> 00:28:55.309
to them. And that's when they showed me this

00:28:56.009 --> 00:29:00.750
vision type thing. It was almost like this hologram

00:29:00.750 --> 00:29:03.289
type vision that I could have almost stepped

00:29:03.289 --> 00:29:06.630
into. But it was of me at a certain point in

00:29:06.630 --> 00:29:09.809
my life where there was this one night in late

00:29:09.809 --> 00:29:13.470
Utah when I was homeless. On certain nights,

00:29:13.470 --> 00:29:16.730
I would go to this Little Caesars behind in the

00:29:16.730 --> 00:29:20.109
dumpsters when they would throw out stuff. And

00:29:20.109 --> 00:29:23.170
if I could be the first one there before other

00:29:23.170 --> 00:29:26.630
people or animals, I could get something to eat.

00:29:27.089 --> 00:29:29.490
And I remember this one night behind this dumpster,

00:29:29.569 --> 00:29:32.230
and this was in a very, very dark, dark time

00:29:32.230 --> 00:29:35.049
in my life because I had lost everything to my

00:29:35.049 --> 00:29:38.210
drug use. And I remember picking this piece of

00:29:38.210 --> 00:29:40.569
pizza up out of the dirty dumpster, not even

00:29:40.569 --> 00:29:43.029
in a box. I mean, straight just out of the dumpster.

00:29:43.210 --> 00:29:46.829
It had marks taken out of it. And I remember

00:29:46.829 --> 00:29:50.869
sitting there thinking, wow, Landon. If this

00:29:50.869 --> 00:29:53.829
is all your worth in this world and this is the

00:29:53.829 --> 00:29:57.789
best you can do, then this is your last night

00:29:57.789 --> 00:30:00.470
on earth. You've pushed everybody away. You've

00:30:00.470 --> 00:30:03.049
lost everything. You are worthless in this world

00:30:03.049 --> 00:30:06.470
now. No one loves you. I remember thinking too,

00:30:06.829 --> 00:30:09.529
like there couldn't be a creator or God that

00:30:09.529 --> 00:30:13.549
loves someone or something like me who's just...

00:30:13.769 --> 00:30:17.109
Holding up signs for money doing nothing in life

00:30:17.109 --> 00:30:20.309
with being selfish and for my drugs and I as

00:30:20.309 --> 00:30:23.809
I was holding his pizza I started thinking of

00:30:23.809 --> 00:30:27.190
What's the easiest way I can commit suicide tonight?

00:30:27.269 --> 00:30:30.230
What's the most what's the least painful way

00:30:30.230 --> 00:30:35.029
that I can and I remember and this is On earth

00:30:35.029 --> 00:30:37.650
that I'm telling you this story. I remember as

00:30:37.650 --> 00:30:41.829
I was thinking that and and was committed to

00:30:42.079 --> 00:30:46.039
committing suicide, all of a sudden I felt this

00:30:46.039 --> 00:30:50.119
just hug come from behind me. And I physically

00:30:50.119 --> 00:30:54.500
felt that hug. And I remember because when I

00:30:54.500 --> 00:30:58.759
felt it, I kind of turned. It almost like scared

00:30:58.759 --> 00:31:02.460
me in a way, thinking someone came up and nothing

00:31:02.460 --> 00:31:07.359
was there. And I continued to feel it in all

00:31:07.359 --> 00:31:11.089
those... horrible emotions went away and that

00:31:11.089 --> 00:31:15.109
thought of suicide went away. And they showed

00:31:15.109 --> 00:31:18.170
me this moment. And for a moment while I was

00:31:18.170 --> 00:31:21.549
up there with them, I felt how I felt in that

00:31:21.549 --> 00:31:24.990
moment again. And when they showed me this moment

00:31:24.990 --> 00:31:28.390
that I was contemplating suicide, all of a sudden

00:31:28.390 --> 00:31:32.230
I saw these lights come down to me behind that

00:31:32.230 --> 00:31:36.049
dumpster. Beautiful lights that were lights that

00:31:36.049 --> 00:31:39.359
were like behind that hill. I was taught that

00:31:39.359 --> 00:31:42.220
those lights were literally prayers that came

00:31:42.220 --> 00:31:44.920
to me in that moment. When they showed me that

00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:48.359
moment of when I felt that hug on earth, because

00:31:48.359 --> 00:31:50.839
it didn't make sense to me back then at the time,

00:31:51.200 --> 00:31:53.599
but they showed me this moment when these lights

00:31:53.599 --> 00:31:58.400
came to me. I saw these dark things just take

00:31:58.400 --> 00:32:01.700
off and they were dark like wispy things. They

00:32:01.700 --> 00:32:04.890
didn't have a form. It's hard to describe them,

00:32:04.890 --> 00:32:09.390
but I saw these dark things just flee from me

00:32:09.390 --> 00:32:12.130
in that moment when I was having those thoughts.

00:32:12.789 --> 00:32:15.950
And they were communicating with me like, do

00:32:15.950 --> 00:32:20.009
you not see the power of prayer? And I know that

00:32:20.009 --> 00:32:22.809
those were prayers from other people like my

00:32:22.809 --> 00:32:25.630
parents and family members who were terrified

00:32:25.630 --> 00:32:28.119
that I was They were going to get a call soon

00:32:28.119 --> 00:32:31.480
someday that I was dead or overdosed. All my

00:32:31.480 --> 00:32:34.380
loved ones and people were praying for me and

00:32:34.380 --> 00:32:37.519
to them, you know, they had been praying and

00:32:37.519 --> 00:32:41.599
they didn't see any outcome from their prayers,

00:32:41.619 --> 00:32:44.819
but they didn't stop praying for me. And that's

00:32:44.819 --> 00:32:47.039
what they're communicating to me that look at

00:32:47.039 --> 00:32:50.299
these prayers from your family members, both

00:32:50.299 --> 00:32:54.319
here on earth and on the other side here that

00:32:54.319 --> 00:32:57.960
are always there. to protect you and help you.

00:32:58.140 --> 00:33:01.160
And this time I didn't ask for it. I was going

00:33:01.160 --> 00:33:04.960
to commit suicide and so all these people on

00:33:04.960 --> 00:33:07.859
earth here that were praying for me, they didn't

00:33:07.859 --> 00:33:10.160
know that their prayers were being answered at

00:33:10.160 --> 00:33:13.740
that time. You know, they could have had a question

00:33:13.740 --> 00:33:16.259
like me. Like, I've prayed before and I never

00:33:16.259 --> 00:33:20.440
chose to see any miracle come from a prayer.

00:33:20.700 --> 00:33:24.200
but they physically showed me this and that's

00:33:24.200 --> 00:33:27.619
what I felt that hug and I didn't see anybody

00:33:27.619 --> 00:33:30.220
or anything but in this moment that they showed

00:33:30.220 --> 00:33:32.940
me and these lights come and these dark things

00:33:32.940 --> 00:33:37.079
take off and they explained to me now do you

00:33:37.079 --> 00:33:41.079
see how powerful prayer is and how if the people

00:33:41.079 --> 00:33:44.180
who were praying for me thought that their prayers

00:33:44.180 --> 00:33:46.619
weren't being heard or answered because maybe

00:33:46.619 --> 00:33:49.019
they They're like, he's still a drug addict,

00:33:49.160 --> 00:33:51.880
he's still homeless. They could have easily thought

00:33:51.880 --> 00:33:55.160
that and given up on the idea that we have a

00:33:55.160 --> 00:33:58.480
loving Creator who hears our prayers and our

00:33:58.480 --> 00:34:01.960
prayers aren't always answered in a way that

00:34:01.960 --> 00:34:05.079
we think they need to be answered. But I'll tell

00:34:05.079 --> 00:34:08.320
you, if you pray with a sincere heart and open

00:34:08.320 --> 00:34:11.159
mind, they're going to be answered and it's going

00:34:11.159 --> 00:34:14.880
to be in ways that are so much better. than what

00:34:14.880 --> 00:34:18.599
you're thinking your prayer should be for someone

00:34:18.599 --> 00:34:22.280
or for yourself. Like a lot of times I was locked

00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:25.920
up in jail and that saved my life because it

00:34:25.920 --> 00:34:28.619
was crazy instances that I would get locked up

00:34:28.619 --> 00:34:31.239
where it was always drug use but the way I would

00:34:31.239 --> 00:34:34.300
get arrested and stuff literally would save my

00:34:34.300 --> 00:34:37.420
life and I wasn't showing those parts during

00:34:37.420 --> 00:34:41.739
this but after seeing that that one moment it

00:34:41.739 --> 00:34:44.780
shut me up quick and let me know that prayer

00:34:44.780 --> 00:34:50.480
is so powerful and it is so real. I wish others

00:34:50.480 --> 00:34:54.159
could have seen and experienced what I did to

00:34:54.159 --> 00:34:56.400
know the power of prayer and that's why I try

00:34:56.400 --> 00:35:01.219
to tell people never stop praying. Even if you're

00:35:01.219 --> 00:35:05.599
not seeing a specific outcome you want, it's

00:35:05.599 --> 00:35:08.579
being heard and being answered in ways that are

00:35:08.639 --> 00:35:11.679
You could never imagine because no one else knew

00:35:11.679 --> 00:35:14.559
that those prayers saved me from committing suicide

00:35:14.559 --> 00:35:17.659
that night behind that dumpster. And so in a

00:35:17.659 --> 00:35:20.539
way, that was kind of a life review, I guess

00:35:20.539 --> 00:35:23.980
you could say a moment. Yeah. Yeah, they were

00:35:23.980 --> 00:35:26.760
showing you things that happened and you got

00:35:26.760 --> 00:35:29.639
a whole new perspective on them. Was there anything

00:35:29.639 --> 00:35:33.179
else that the young lady and that the man communicated

00:35:33.179 --> 00:35:35.940
directly to you? Any specifics that you want

00:35:35.940 --> 00:35:39.699
to share? So the other one There was a lot of

00:35:39.699 --> 00:35:43.320
very personal things that they communicated with

00:35:43.320 --> 00:35:46.940
me. One big one I've only ever shared with my

00:35:46.940 --> 00:35:51.239
parents just recently, and my wife and my brother,

00:35:51.380 --> 00:35:55.420
which I won't share on this platform, it's very

00:35:55.420 --> 00:35:59.980
personal and it's amazing. But the other biggest

00:35:59.980 --> 00:36:04.139
thing that they shared with me is that Look,

00:36:04.179 --> 00:36:07.360
you just felt your family members. You know that

00:36:07.360 --> 00:36:10.900
they're still progressing and doing work wherever

00:36:10.900 --> 00:36:14.039
behind that hill was that I that I couldn't go

00:36:14.039 --> 00:36:16.460
behind I don't know what that place was, you

00:36:16.460 --> 00:36:18.920
know, like I said, it seemed like there was three

00:36:18.920 --> 00:36:21.079
it seemed like there was three realms one above

00:36:21.079 --> 00:36:24.739
the ambulance and then one in that field and

00:36:24.739 --> 00:36:28.840
then whatever was behind that hill, but they

00:36:28.840 --> 00:36:32.840
were communicating with me about how families

00:36:32.840 --> 00:36:36.000
can be together forever. And your lost loved

00:36:36.000 --> 00:36:39.300
ones, anybody who's lost a child, a mother, a

00:36:39.300 --> 00:36:43.280
grandfather, you know, grandmothers, sister,

00:36:43.320 --> 00:36:48.780
brother, anything, they were telling me and I

00:36:48.780 --> 00:36:52.800
was able to feel them from behind there. So they

00:36:52.800 --> 00:36:56.800
were teaching me again that this life is not

00:36:56.800 --> 00:37:01.409
the end, but also what we do in this life matters

00:37:01.409 --> 00:37:04.110
very much. Like I said, I'm trying to put this

00:37:04.110 --> 00:37:07.170
in words the best way I can because how they're

00:37:07.170 --> 00:37:11.230
describing it to me just made such perfect sense

00:37:11.230 --> 00:37:14.949
through emotions. But people like to think that

00:37:14.949 --> 00:37:18.389
our Creator or God is just this judging, hateful

00:37:18.389 --> 00:37:22.769
person. But no, our Creator is so loving that

00:37:22.769 --> 00:37:26.739
here on earth we have free will, which is The

00:37:26.739 --> 00:37:29.239
most loving thing you could ever give someone

00:37:29.239 --> 00:37:32.860
is free will. And it sucks that a lot of people

00:37:32.860 --> 00:37:35.880
on this earth choose to do bad things with that.

00:37:36.460 --> 00:37:39.659
But what we do here matters. And we're going

00:37:39.659 --> 00:37:43.619
to carry that with us into the next life and

00:37:43.619 --> 00:37:46.719
continue learning. They're showing me and telling

00:37:46.719 --> 00:37:49.719
me that there is life after this and what I do

00:37:49.719 --> 00:37:52.780
matters. And that's almost why I say I feel like

00:37:52.780 --> 00:37:56.360
I needed that experience. above the ambulance

00:37:56.360 --> 00:37:59.780
to feel the pain and anguish that I felt throughout

00:37:59.780 --> 00:38:03.699
my life, but all at once. And then when it almost

00:38:03.699 --> 00:38:06.400
became too much, I was up there in that grass

00:38:06.400 --> 00:38:09.820
field. And it's like they were giving me these

00:38:09.820 --> 00:38:15.000
baby step lessons, kind of one at a time, to

00:38:15.000 --> 00:38:17.980
have me be more comfortable with the lessons

00:38:17.980 --> 00:38:21.679
they're sharing. But they also shared two things

00:38:21.679 --> 00:38:25.679
with me about my future. The way they shared

00:38:25.679 --> 00:38:28.780
it with me, it wasn't like a vision this time,

00:38:29.139 --> 00:38:32.820
but they shared two things that it's not like

00:38:32.820 --> 00:38:36.820
it was set in stone, but to be aware of. One

00:38:36.820 --> 00:38:40.800
of those things happened and I did not handle

00:38:40.800 --> 00:38:44.079
it the way I should have. It caused me a lot

00:38:44.079 --> 00:38:47.119
of pain and anguish from that. And the other

00:38:47.119 --> 00:38:51.320
thing hasn't happened yet. But from that first

00:38:51.320 --> 00:38:54.000
thing having that again that confirmation of

00:38:54.000 --> 00:38:58.099
what they were sharing with me was a real experience

00:38:58.099 --> 00:39:00.519
and that it was like these things they shared

00:39:00.519 --> 00:39:03.440
were almost like it's a fork in the road landed,

00:39:03.440 --> 00:39:07.579
but just know you You're loved and you have help

00:39:07.579 --> 00:39:12.260
if you ask but it's your choice to choose How

00:39:12.260 --> 00:39:15.059
you handle it and the first one I didn't handle

00:39:15.059 --> 00:39:17.739
good and the second one hasn't happened yet,

00:39:17.739 --> 00:39:21.179
and it's a very personal thing. And maybe someday

00:39:21.179 --> 00:39:24.659
I'll share those two things. But I will say that

00:39:24.659 --> 00:39:26.960
even though that first thing I didn't handle

00:39:26.960 --> 00:39:30.000
correct, again, it was very validating for me

00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:33.519
to know that this experience was real and what

00:39:33.519 --> 00:39:37.800
they were communicating with me was real. Well,

00:39:37.800 --> 00:39:40.980
if you want to circle back with me someday and

00:39:40.980 --> 00:39:43.480
tell me about that, you know, what has happened

00:39:43.480 --> 00:39:47.059
since then, we can do that. I held this in for

00:39:47.059 --> 00:39:49.699
a long time this experience because I was scared

00:39:49.699 --> 00:39:53.199
of ridicule and people thinking I was crazy and

00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:55.820
it almost happened almost two years ago and I

00:39:55.820 --> 00:39:59.000
only just recently told my family even a few

00:39:59.000 --> 00:40:02.420
months ago the story and no one's ever heard

00:40:02.420 --> 00:40:04.639
the full story and I don't know if anybody ever

00:40:04.639 --> 00:40:07.980
will hear the full story because there was things

00:40:07.980 --> 00:40:11.280
that I were very personal that I was told not

00:40:11.280 --> 00:40:14.739
to tell. And then there were those two very important

00:40:14.739 --> 00:40:18.760
things that I know is why I was able to come

00:40:18.760 --> 00:40:21.980
back to this earth and I'm not gonna keep those

00:40:21.980 --> 00:40:24.820
messages and miracles that I was given of knowing

00:40:24.820 --> 00:40:27.880
how powerful prayer is and knowing that we will

00:40:27.880 --> 00:40:30.400
see our family members again after this life

00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:33.579
because I questioned both of those also before

00:40:33.579 --> 00:40:37.480
this experience. I'm not scared of ridicule anymore

00:40:37.480 --> 00:40:41.280
and I don't want fame. I don't want money. I

00:40:41.280 --> 00:40:43.960
just want to give people hope, like was given

00:40:43.960 --> 00:40:47.099
to me. When this accident happened, I mean I

00:40:47.099 --> 00:40:50.300
can send you pictures of the brain injury because

00:40:50.300 --> 00:40:53.039
they had to cut my skull open from here all the

00:40:53.039 --> 00:40:56.840
way back down and then up around my ear and put

00:40:56.840 --> 00:41:00.619
stents in my head to drain all the spinal cord

00:41:00.619 --> 00:41:03.699
fluid and the blood and it, I mean it looks...

00:41:03.530 --> 00:41:06.409
It's terrible. I think I had like 80 -something

00:41:06.409 --> 00:41:09.510
staples all the way around my head and back up.

00:41:10.030 --> 00:41:12.309
You know, they thought I was going to die. It

00:41:12.309 --> 00:41:15.670
kept telling my wife, if you had passed 24 hours,

00:41:15.710 --> 00:41:18.530
it'll be a miracle. First off, you can hold off

00:41:18.530 --> 00:41:21.010
on the pictures. I've had a couple of other people

00:41:21.010 --> 00:41:24.670
on the show recently send me the gory pictures.

00:41:25.800 --> 00:41:28.820
I've seen enough for this month anyway, and our

00:41:28.820 --> 00:41:30.960
listeners, I've gotten a couple of comments like,

00:41:31.199 --> 00:41:34.119
don't post any of those anymore. So I'm not going

00:41:34.119 --> 00:41:36.460
to do that. Yeah, a minute ago, you mentioned

00:41:36.460 --> 00:41:39.239
that you learned a lot about free will. And do

00:41:39.239 --> 00:41:41.519
you remember, was there a point where you were

00:41:41.519 --> 00:41:45.639
given a choice? Hey, Landon, time to go back

00:41:45.639 --> 00:41:49.400
to your body or time to stay here? No, I was

00:41:49.400 --> 00:41:53.079
not told that or given that choice. And I just

00:41:53.079 --> 00:41:56.550
recently started searching into NDEs after mine

00:41:56.550 --> 00:41:59.190
happened, and I've heard people have had that.

00:41:59.469 --> 00:42:02.710
But what happened with me is when they were finishing

00:42:02.710 --> 00:42:05.590
up telling me all these incredible things and

00:42:05.590 --> 00:42:10.630
very personal things, I felt this one last huge

00:42:10.630 --> 00:42:15.050
wave from all those lights behind that hill just

00:42:15.050 --> 00:42:19.510
rush over me as if thousands of people were giving

00:42:19.510 --> 00:42:22.750
me this bear hug type thing. But the coolest

00:42:22.750 --> 00:42:27.340
thing is That loving feeling I got from all those

00:42:27.340 --> 00:42:32.559
lights was also the feeling of, we're still here,

00:42:33.179 --> 00:42:38.119
we love you, and we'll see you again. And I remember

00:42:38.119 --> 00:42:42.599
hearing and feeling those words. Just do your

00:42:42.599 --> 00:42:46.460
best, but we love you, and we will see you again.

00:42:46.880 --> 00:42:49.239
That is beautiful. And then what was it like

00:42:49.239 --> 00:42:51.179
coming back into your body? I think that's what

00:42:51.179 --> 00:42:53.960
you were just getting to. I felt so incredible

00:42:53.960 --> 00:42:58.400
there. But as soon as that last, I love you.

00:42:58.480 --> 00:43:02.360
I'll see you again. Goodbye. Boom. I came back,

00:43:02.360 --> 00:43:06.260
but I was above my body, watching myself get

00:43:06.260 --> 00:43:09.139
brain surgery at this point, because at the last

00:43:09.139 --> 00:43:11.300
point that I was above my body, it was above

00:43:11.300 --> 00:43:15.280
the ambulance. And now at this point, I'm above

00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:19.039
my body. watching them do brain surgery. They

00:43:19.039 --> 00:43:22.079
had part of my head sectioned off and some thing,

00:43:22.260 --> 00:43:25.719
and I don't like blood or gory stuff either,

00:43:25.719 --> 00:43:29.179
you know? And so you can imagine me all of a

00:43:29.179 --> 00:43:33.619
sudden being where I was to seeing myself with

00:43:33.619 --> 00:43:38.139
my head being open and drill. I have four titanium

00:43:38.139 --> 00:43:41.260
plates and a little titanium clip that's holding

00:43:41.260 --> 00:43:44.869
my skull and stuff back together. All those horrible

00:43:44.869 --> 00:43:48.789
feelings came back that I had when I was above

00:43:48.789 --> 00:43:52.469
the ambulance. All those same type of feelings

00:43:52.469 --> 00:43:56.210
came back. And it's like I was just stuck there

00:43:56.210 --> 00:43:59.150
watching this for a minute. And I would have

00:43:59.150 --> 00:44:02.670
rather felt the physical pain of that brain injury

00:44:02.670 --> 00:44:06.409
than the emotional and spiritual pain that I

00:44:06.409 --> 00:44:09.469
was feeling when I was above my body again. I

00:44:09.469 --> 00:44:12.210
just remember when it got to a point again that

00:44:12.210 --> 00:44:17.030
I felt like I could not handle it. I heard that

00:44:17.030 --> 00:44:19.429
young woman's voice that I was up there with.

00:44:19.769 --> 00:44:22.590
I heard her voice and this time I didn't feel

00:44:22.590 --> 00:44:26.469
it emotionally like I was up there but I heard

00:44:26.469 --> 00:44:30.610
her voice and she said land in its time as I'm

00:44:30.610 --> 00:44:33.610
washing the part of this brain surgery and it

00:44:33.610 --> 00:44:37.219
kind of shocked me for a second like what? and

00:44:37.219 --> 00:44:40.139
she said it a second time, land in its time.

00:44:40.659 --> 00:44:43.659
And that's when all of a sudden I just remember

00:44:43.659 --> 00:44:48.159
opening my eyes and my family was above me in

00:44:48.159 --> 00:44:51.159
a hospital room. And so I don't know how time

00:44:51.159 --> 00:44:55.760
works. Wherever I was compared to down here on

00:44:55.760 --> 00:44:58.800
Earth, I don't know how time correlates exactly.

00:44:59.000 --> 00:45:01.760
It's still hard for me to try to put those puzzle

00:45:01.760 --> 00:45:05.280
pieces together of how time worked. I remember

00:45:05.610 --> 00:45:10.230
Waking up with my family above me and that's

00:45:10.230 --> 00:45:14.269
when all that horrible emotional pain and stuff

00:45:14.269 --> 00:45:17.769
was gone that I was above my body and when I

00:45:17.769 --> 00:45:21.929
opened my eyes I remember seeing these dark wispy

00:45:21.929 --> 00:45:25.289
things again, just like behind that dumpster

00:45:25.289 --> 00:45:30.210
take off out of my hospital room and What's crazy

00:45:30.210 --> 00:45:33.730
about that is I guess when I first came out of

00:45:33.730 --> 00:45:37.449
surgery And the surgery was like four hours long

00:45:37.449 --> 00:45:40.369
and they kept telling my wife, we're trying to

00:45:40.369 --> 00:45:44.030
do this just to see if he can last 24 hours.

00:45:44.349 --> 00:45:46.929
We're not sure what's going to happen. If this

00:45:46.929 --> 00:45:49.349
surgery doesn't work, we're going to have to

00:45:49.349 --> 00:45:53.170
fly him to Salt Lake. But luckily it worked,

00:45:53.230 --> 00:45:55.710
but they were still telling them it was such

00:45:55.710 --> 00:45:59.949
extensive brain damage that I got that they didn't

00:45:59.949 --> 00:46:02.840
know if I would remember them. They didn't know

00:46:02.840 --> 00:46:05.800
if I'd be able to walk or talk again or be a

00:46:05.800 --> 00:46:08.880
vegetable or they just knew I was alive and on

00:46:08.880 --> 00:46:12.019
a ventilator. And I guess one of the first things

00:46:12.019 --> 00:46:15.159
that I actually said, and I don't remember this

00:46:15.159 --> 00:46:17.920
part either, I think it was like two days after

00:46:17.920 --> 00:46:20.840
I finally got off the ventilator and kind of

00:46:20.840 --> 00:46:24.280
came to. And I guess I asked my wife, I just

00:46:24.280 --> 00:46:29.039
said, call my father, I need a priesthood blessing.

00:46:29.449 --> 00:46:33.150
which in the LDS Church, because I am LDS or

00:46:33.150 --> 00:46:36.929
people say Mormon, it's just a spiritual blessing.

00:46:37.570 --> 00:46:40.150
Him and one of our neighbors came and gave me

00:46:40.150 --> 00:46:43.769
a blessing, and I believe that that blessing

00:46:43.769 --> 00:46:48.030
is, again, is what made those dark things that

00:46:48.030 --> 00:46:51.489
were, it's like those things were holding me

00:46:51.489 --> 00:46:55.230
above my body in that state of terror and confusion.

00:46:55.559 --> 00:46:58.380
and those things that I saw just flee out of

00:46:58.380 --> 00:47:03.059
the hospital room. I believe that blessing, that

00:47:03.059 --> 00:47:05.659
prayer type thing, you know, if people want to

00:47:05.659 --> 00:47:08.880
think of it that way, is what made these things

00:47:08.880 --> 00:47:12.099
leave again. My dad just basically his blessing

00:47:12.099 --> 00:47:18.780
was, I bless this hospital room that my son will

00:47:18.780 --> 00:47:21.719
fully recover and there will be nothing in here

00:47:21.719 --> 00:47:26.599
to be able to hinder his recovery. mentally or

00:47:26.599 --> 00:47:31.099
physically. I just remember when I came to seeing

00:47:31.099 --> 00:47:34.360
those things fly out of my room again, and I

00:47:34.360 --> 00:47:37.920
was able to recover so remarkably fast. Like

00:47:37.920 --> 00:47:39.599
they said, they didn't know if I would remember

00:47:39.599 --> 00:47:42.179
my wife, my family, or if I'd be able to walk

00:47:42.179 --> 00:47:47.739
or talk and all that. And I was out of that neuro

00:47:47.739 --> 00:47:52.099
ICU, walking, talking, functioning again within

00:47:52.099 --> 00:47:55.760
just over a month. but I still had to learn how

00:47:55.760 --> 00:47:59.000
to walk and do speech therapy again and that

00:47:59.000 --> 00:48:01.780
sucked. They would tie this like belt to me with

00:48:01.780 --> 00:48:05.119
a tether behind it and a big like weight on the

00:48:05.119 --> 00:48:08.099
ground and I would have to grab a walker and

00:48:08.099 --> 00:48:12.420
carry that weight around and do speech therapy

00:48:12.420 --> 00:48:15.460
but they couldn't believe how quickly I healed

00:48:15.460 --> 00:48:17.800
because I was in there with many other people

00:48:17.800 --> 00:48:22.869
on that neuro ICU unit four who had same type

00:48:22.869 --> 00:48:26.670
of injuries or strokes and stuff that that passed

00:48:26.670 --> 00:48:29.489
away you know at the exact same time I was in

00:48:29.489 --> 00:48:32.349
there they couldn't save or the ones that were

00:48:32.349 --> 00:48:34.630
saved they were affected for the rest of their

00:48:34.630 --> 00:48:37.449
lives in horrible ways like being a vegetable

00:48:37.449 --> 00:48:40.849
or being able to not speak or remove parts of

00:48:40.849 --> 00:48:44.070
their bodies and stuff again and that's again

00:48:44.070 --> 00:48:48.809
why I won't hide these things I was shown and

00:48:48.809 --> 00:48:51.690
taught anymore. out of fear or ridicule. People

00:48:51.690 --> 00:48:54.150
can ridicule the heck out of me. That's fine

00:48:54.150 --> 00:48:57.389
because the people who need to hear this message

00:48:57.389 --> 00:49:01.050
of what I experienced are going to feel the sincerity

00:49:01.050 --> 00:49:05.170
and the truth of what I experienced and what

00:49:05.170 --> 00:49:09.210
I was told. And that's why I'm doing these podcasts

00:49:09.210 --> 00:49:13.610
and not having fear anymore of how crazy people

00:49:13.610 --> 00:49:17.289
might think I sound. And one really cool thing

00:49:17.289 --> 00:49:20.420
I'll tell you, is that after this experience,

00:49:21.000 --> 00:49:26.079
I see auras around some people. It's not a lot.

00:49:26.559 --> 00:49:29.920
I would say out of a hundred people, if I was

00:49:29.920 --> 00:49:32.500
to see a hundred people throughout the day, I

00:49:32.500 --> 00:49:37.079
would see auras around two, some days more, some

00:49:37.079 --> 00:49:40.460
days less, but they're these beautiful color

00:49:40.460 --> 00:49:43.699
auras, and I don't know the meaning of that.

00:49:43.960 --> 00:49:48.519
It doesn't make sense to me, and it's... But

00:49:48.519 --> 00:49:51.119
it's real. It's not just a trick of my eyes.

00:49:51.199 --> 00:49:54.099
Trust me, when I've seen it, I've walked away,

00:49:54.260 --> 00:49:57.019
shook my head and walked back and everybody else

00:49:57.019 --> 00:49:59.460
looks normal, but that same person will have

00:49:59.460 --> 00:50:04.099
the same color aura around them. And I hope someday

00:50:04.099 --> 00:50:09.219
to figure out what that is and what it means.

00:50:09.880 --> 00:50:15.199
And I've also had a lot more experiences of what

00:50:15.199 --> 00:50:19.059
I call kind of foresight. I don't like to say

00:50:19.059 --> 00:50:22.500
psychic because I believe people are born with

00:50:22.500 --> 00:50:26.760
the gifts and abilities, spiritual gifts of psychics

00:50:26.760 --> 00:50:30.719
and stuff in certain ways, but I had the ability

00:50:30.719 --> 00:50:33.840
of foresight for things and what I believe it

00:50:33.840 --> 00:50:37.019
is is that when I'm living the right way and

00:50:37.019 --> 00:50:40.340
I have an open heart and mind, I have these gifts

00:50:40.340 --> 00:50:43.079
all of a sudden. Let's say, for instance, not

00:50:43.079 --> 00:50:46.039
too long ago, I call it the still small voice.

00:50:46.280 --> 00:50:50.039
If I'm doing good and living right, I'll have

00:50:50.039 --> 00:50:53.760
these almost premonitions or someone literally

00:50:53.760 --> 00:50:57.380
speak in my ear and say, you need to call this

00:50:57.380 --> 00:51:00.239
person or you need to do this certain thing.

00:51:00.239 --> 00:51:04.000
And not too long ago, I had that say, you need

00:51:04.000 --> 00:51:06.320
to call this person right now. And I won't name

00:51:06.320 --> 00:51:09.429
names, but it's a close friend of mine. And I

00:51:09.429 --> 00:51:12.210
didn't talk to him in like a year. And so I had

00:51:12.210 --> 00:51:16.230
that, and I called him. He's just like, why are

00:51:16.230 --> 00:51:18.150
you calling me now? You know, almost offended.

00:51:18.329 --> 00:51:20.349
Like, you haven't called me in a year. I was

00:51:20.349 --> 00:51:22.449
just like, buddy, I don't know. I just wanted

00:51:22.449 --> 00:51:26.230
to call and make sure you're doing OK. And throughout

00:51:26.230 --> 00:51:28.650
that conversation, he explained to me that he

00:51:28.650 --> 00:51:31.590
was about to commit suicide for things that were

00:51:31.590 --> 00:51:35.090
going on in his life, and that I, me just talking

00:51:35.090 --> 00:51:38.340
with them and... Having that communication and

00:51:38.340 --> 00:51:41.980
emotional talk again saved his life and that's

00:51:41.980 --> 00:51:45.639
from what I call still small voice and or you

00:51:45.639 --> 00:51:47.739
know I don't like to call them abilities, but

00:51:47.739 --> 00:51:51.900
I've had Those increases in those things and

00:51:51.900 --> 00:51:55.880
I believe anybody can actually have Like I said

00:51:55.880 --> 00:51:59.340
that the gift of discernment and everybody can

00:51:59.340 --> 00:52:02.139
definitely have the gift of prayer Don't think

00:52:02.139 --> 00:52:04.940
about it religiously you can have the gift of

00:52:04.940 --> 00:52:07.519
prayer that will help you And if you're being

00:52:07.519 --> 00:52:10.119
a good person, I'm sure a lot of people out there

00:52:10.119 --> 00:52:14.400
can relate to me about having those moments of

00:52:14.400 --> 00:52:17.219
something come to your mind that just nags you

00:52:17.219 --> 00:52:20.119
and won't go away. And if you listen to it, all

00:52:20.119 --> 00:52:22.539
of a sudden you realize how important it was.

00:52:23.099 --> 00:52:26.320
I've had those things happen a lot, lot more.

00:52:26.639 --> 00:52:30.860
But I've also, since I've had those abilities

00:52:30.860 --> 00:52:35.489
and kind of gifts rise since this accident, since

00:52:35.489 --> 00:52:38.110
I think about things differently and I almost

00:52:38.110 --> 00:52:40.929
feel like the veil maybe is a little thinner

00:52:40.929 --> 00:52:45.570
for me now from wherever I went. I've also experienced

00:52:45.570 --> 00:52:48.750
a lot more darkness too. It's like yin and yang.

00:52:49.090 --> 00:52:52.710
I get these really cool experiences now but I've

00:52:52.710 --> 00:52:58.010
also had the opposing experiences happen a lot

00:52:58.010 --> 00:53:02.599
more too and it's... It's hard for me and those

00:53:02.599 --> 00:53:06.019
opposing forces don't want me sharing this messages

00:53:06.019 --> 00:53:09.480
on podcasts. I can tell you that from certain

00:53:09.480 --> 00:53:11.599
things that have happened when I'm supposed to

00:53:11.599 --> 00:53:15.300
be maybe doing a podcast or trying to share this

00:53:15.300 --> 00:53:18.039
message. And that's why I pray at the beginning

00:53:18.039 --> 00:53:22.059
of these podcasts because I do feel those things

00:53:22.059 --> 00:53:25.199
and certain things happen, you know, bad things

00:53:25.199 --> 00:53:28.550
too. But it's cool. I'm grateful for the good

00:53:28.550 --> 00:53:31.949
things. So Landon, before we wrap up, how's your

00:53:31.949 --> 00:53:36.230
recovery going? You doing well now? I am. I can't

00:53:36.230 --> 00:53:38.730
see out of half my left eye because of the big

00:53:38.730 --> 00:53:42.130
scar on my brain from my brain injury. But I

00:53:42.130 --> 00:53:45.650
mean, I'm able to walk and talk, which is a miracle.

00:53:45.869 --> 00:53:48.550
And so I'm grateful for that. Well, thank you.

00:53:48.610 --> 00:53:51.489
And your message has been beautiful, especially

00:53:51.489 --> 00:53:54.289
learning more about prayer. I appreciate it very

00:53:54.289 --> 00:53:57.789
much. Is there any one last message or summary

00:53:57.789 --> 00:53:59.710
that you want to leave with us before we sign

00:53:59.710 --> 00:54:03.909
off? Yeah, and I'll make it really quick. Pray.

00:54:04.329 --> 00:54:07.269
Pray, pray, pray. Pray when you're having hard

00:54:07.269 --> 00:54:11.030
times for help and pray with gratitude when you're

00:54:11.030 --> 00:54:15.590
having good times. Pray for others and know that

00:54:15.559 --> 00:54:19.559
your lost loved ones, you will see them again.

00:54:19.960 --> 00:54:23.380
And they are not lost. And they can help you

00:54:23.380 --> 00:54:27.519
when you pray. And so I would encourage people

00:54:27.519 --> 00:54:31.119
in this tough world we live in today to pray

00:54:31.119 --> 00:54:34.500
at all times in their life. Landon Dennis, thank

00:54:34.500 --> 00:54:37.420
you so much for being with me today. It's been

00:54:37.420 --> 00:54:44.250
an honor. Thank you so much for having me. Thanks

00:54:44.250 --> 00:54:46.650
again for listening and sharing this podcast.

00:54:47.010 --> 00:54:49.329
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00:55:03.610 --> 00:55:05.929
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